𝐴𝑣𝑒𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑆𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝐴𝑈 ♡𝐷𝑎𝑚𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑

𝐶ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑇𝑤𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦 𝐹𝑜𝑢𝑟

You know that feeling. Where your just floating. Not even existing. Just floating outside of your body. Well. I do.
I.

Don't.

Feel.

Anything. I can't hear anything. I'm just floating outside of my body and I'm watching myself sleep.

I don't understand. I don't understand why this is happening. It's like I have no more choices in life. As soon as this fucking mating bond happened all my choices feel like they were taken from me. Again. By them. It's hurts. But after a while the pain is so unbearable you just become.

Numb.

Some people understand. They help you. They guide you to the right path, that are aware and try their damn hardest to make you feel better again while some people don't understand. Saying 'same' or ' I completely understand' (when they don't) does not help the person that needs saving.

I just want to feel okay. I looked for love in other people hoping to find someone who would love me. I just wanted to feel needed in this world. Now look at me. A twenty two year old woman who can't even go around a man alone because I'm too scared that I would be hit or sexually assaulted again.

But when I'm with them. I feel better. Happy? Loved? I don't know. It has to be the mate bond. Everything is going so fast. I don't have room to breathe. But they care for me. They stayed in the hospital waiting room for me. Nick beat himself down for me. They really cared for me? Maybe it's the bond. Maybe they really do care.

Maybe I'll give them a chance.
*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*

"Sir, she woke up."

*･゜ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･'(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)'･*:.｡. .｡.:*･゜ﾟ･*
Short chapter. I'm sorry. But I'm feeling a little better so I wanted to give you all something.❤️