The Life of a Thug

The Truth Shall Set Yhu Free

2 months later

-Caroline-

I'm not dead. Jasiah really didn't shoot me because I'm his daughters mother and he still got love for me. I'm really juhh staying low for rii now and focusing on me and my child. I don't have time for the childish behavior that I was on a couple months ago and I don't want to show my daughter a bad example. I juhh want to make her feel as comfortable as possible, something that I should have did a long time ago.

-Jasiah-

I kinda been laying low lately. That text kinda threw me off. She saying she pregnant but I don't remember fuckn no stripper. The only thing I remember bout a stripper is them dancing on me and Riyah allowed it. I don't know who dis is and idgaf. Ian een finna tell Riyah cuz idm.

And that's where he fucked up....

-Ja'Riyah-

Jasiah been acting real suspicious lately. He don't go no where and he always under me. That nigga ain't never been like this. He always gone for a couple hours then come be up under me. He juhh here all the time. I mean idc but wouldn't it be suspicious to yhu if your man gone all the time and then all of a sudden home everyday doing nothing? And his job aint a job so ik he ain't get played off so something up and ian stupid. But imma let him tell me and imma see juhh how long its gone take.

He supposed to be meeting up with Caroline to let Jasiah meet her. Did I know he ain't kill her? Yes, her brains ain't splatter. Do I agree that she should meet her? One day yes. Today, no. But I don't have any say so over that. I'm going to go meet with Ocean at the mall so we can shop a lil bit. Ian seen her in a while and we need to catch up. Jasiah being a lil to distant and clingy allat da same time and ian wit dat so imma be out all day to see what he gone do or say. He hiding something but what's done in the dark gone come to the light.

-Caroline -
I'm sitting here waiting on Siah and my daughter to come but he taking a lil to long. I'm starting to think he bailed on me but rii when I was finna go, they walked in. When I seen her, I almost cried. She looks juhh like Jasiah. I really missed out on a lot.

'Jasiah this is your mom. Caroline this is Jasiah.'

'Dis is my mommy?'

'Yes baby girl. Aren't yhu excited to see her?'

'No mommy left me and didn't come back for me. She pwomised she would and didn't come back. Me don't wanna see her.'

That broke my heart. My own child didn't wanna see me because I was dumb enough to leave her for a white man with money and no love. What the hell was I thinking?

'Baby mommy is sorry. Can yhu sit down with daddy and let me tell yhu why i left?'

'Daddy yhu staying?'

'Yes baby girl let mommy talk to yhu.'

'Okay so I left yhu and your dad for money.'
'But I thought daddy had all the money yhu needed.'

'He did baby but at time mommy was being selfish and wanted more from a man who already had a family. I thought that I could ruin his family and take his money but it didn't work that way. '

'But why go to another fwamily when yhu alweady jad one?'

'I told yhu baby for the money. I didn't want yhu at first but now that I see how you've grown and become so pretty, I wanted to see if I could try to get to know yhu.'

'Daddy I don't wanna stay anymore. I wanna go back to grandmas now.'

'Okay baby yhu hungry?'

'No I ate at gwandmas and I wanna go back.'

'Okay let's go.'

I was heartbroken that my first born didn't wanna see me or talk to me. I juhh wanted to see her face and tell her I'm sorry but now that their gone I realized that I never said I'm sorry and maybe that's why she left.

Like they say, karma is a bitch.

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