My Reason ~ Katsuki Bakugou x reader

𝓦𝓪𝓻𝓶 𝓦𝓮𝓵𝓬𝓸𝓶𝓮

A/N: there will be a completely unrelated song at the start of each chapter

Katsuki Bakugou Pov

The rest of the field trip got canceled due to some villain attack, which explains why hawks had to go so quickly. To be completely honest, I didn't trust (y/n). She promised that she wouldn't do it again, but was it just a lie from pressure?

She pretended everything was fine when we hung out with everyone else. After that night, I kept on thinking, what would have happened if I wasn't there? Would Hawks have had enough time? So many other things could have gone wrong.

The whole ordeal made me realize, I never even confessed. I could have lost her, and she would have never known how much I cared. I promised I would give her a reason, now all I had to do was make her see.

Everything I thought of just didn't seem right, until the bus ride home. She sat next to me when I came up with an idea. I would just have to show her how fun things could be.

She looked at me like I was crazy when I pulled a notebook out of nowhere and started jotting down ideas. These were fun things, things I would want to do with her.

"What's that?" She asked, "You'll find out soon," I replied with the usual straight face. She stared a bit longer, but gave up trying to guess what it was and plugged her headphones back into her ears.

The bus ride was fairly loud, but not as loud as it was on the way there. Kirishima and Kaminari kept on teasing and poking my head from behind, but I was too busy to yell.

This was for (y/n) and she needed this. I turned my head to this side and let off a small smile. She looked so peaceful while looking out the window. Last night she told me about her family.

She told me about how they always fight and how both her parents lost their jobs. I couldn't help but feel resentment towards her parents. It isn't right to put your child through something like that, especially when it causes so much mental and emotional damage.

"Katsuki, what's wrong?" she asked, I looked down to see that I was clutching the paper, "It's nothing," I sighed. "Bakuugooo," I heard Kaminari whine, "What the fuck do you want?" I growled, "Your love," he whined.

I knew it was just him teasing, but it was getting pretty fucking annoying, even if I was trying to focus. "Shut the hell up!" I yelled while creating little explosions in my hand.

They fell back in there seats laughing. Trying to get back into focus, I picked up my pen and continued to write. All the ideas were just small fun things to do at any time like, go to a water park or, go for a walk, but some you had to wait for like, see a meteor shower, or watch a movie.

"Kacchans being pretty quiet," "He isn't yelling, that's a first," "Is he okay, this isn't normal," are just some of the things I heard the class say. "Can everyone just shut the hell up and let me focus!" I yelled the whole bus erupted in cheers and laughter, even Aizawa looked amused.

I was about to yell again, but I heard a small laugh from beside me. (y/n) was laughing, and that's all I needed to hear, so I would let it slip, but only this time.

Half an hour later, I finished the list. "We're back, now everyone get off the bus," Aizawa said with no emotion just like usual. I got off with (y/n) right behind me.

I grabbed her wrist and we began to walk. We walked all the way to the fork in the road, right when we were supposed to part ways. "Why'd you drag me, I can walk on my own," She giggled."I'm walking you home," I said without making eye contact. "Why?" She asked but I gave her a 'bitch you fucking know what's going on' look and she closed her mouth.

"Katsuki, you really don't have to it'd fi-" "I'm walking you the fuck home," I said while walking faster. She tried to resist, but it wasn't any use.

We finally made it to her house, and not even all the way up her driveway, I heard yelling. It sounded like her parents weren't just yelling though, there were crashes and bangs, It sounded bad.

"Later," she said while throwing her bag over the shoulder and running up the steps. "Wait," I said while making a desperate attempt to grab her wrist, but it didn't work, she pulled away to fast.

She gave me a small little smile and ran inside. "This isn't right," mumbled while walking away. It broke my heart having to see her walk into the toxic household.

I wanted to help her, I really did, but it seems like there's nothing I could do. I walked the rest of the way home in a comfortable silence. When I got home, my shitty parents asked how the trip was, but I wasn't in the mood.

I ran up to my room and unpacked my bag, pulling the list out in the prosses. For the rest of the night, I edited and revised it, fixing the flaws and working out the details, I was going to give her a real reason to live.

(y/n) Pov

Katsuki tried to grab my wrist, but I pulled it away, the last thing I need is for him to get involved with my family affairs. Without hesitation, I ran up my front steps, giving him a quick smile right before I ran inside.

A bottle came flying at my head when I walked through the door. It seems like my dad was drinking again. It seemed to be happening a lot lately, not as much with my mom though.

"Good for nothing bitch!" "Whore!" "Dirtbag!" Was what I was greeted with at the door. My parents spit slurs and other hurtful words at each other, not even acknowledging my presence.

I flinched as I touched my cheek. The bottle hit a bit too close and a small cut was present on my face. A single drop blood slowly trickled down my cheek.

Ignoring the words and flying objects, I wandered up to my room to go get it checked out. This was probably the first time my dad had ever thrown something at me. In the one week, I was gone, things had gone to shit.

Plugging in my earphones, I laid on my bed with the lights off, letting the darkness and sound engulf me.

A/N: After who knows how long, I finally Finished the first chapel to this book. I truly have no Idea what I'm going to do with this, but it's a start. I have no Idea how may chapters there will be, but I can promise you, give you a %10000 grantee, that this will not be discontinued, because that's just not how I roll.

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