Intense love ❤️

Chapter twenty one

Third person POV

Taehyung ran to his car and hurriedly drove away because he couldn't control himself, if Jungkook came behind .

His tears were following down continuously, he was trembling , his heart was in so much pain that he felt he would die because of this unbearable pain. He wanted to be strong , tough enough to endured this pain but right now , nothing was helping. He felt like somebody had snatched a very important part of his body and life, and had left it behind some where. He was so drained and death from inside.

Love, which used to be the only reason for his happiness was now the reason for his sadness and emptiness. Love made him so weak , so vulnerable, so pathetic . So , he slowly hating the word 'love'.

He stopped the car at side of the road when he felt his body trembling so hard that to point, he couldn't drive further and control himself . He felt so suffocated inside the car. So, he came out and walked little far away from his car.

His chest rose and fell with passing breath as he dropped to his knee on road. He broke down , cried so hard to let out all his grief and sadness.

" Kookie" he screamed loudly and cried. It was so heartbreaking , even for the people passing by. But he didn't care and kept on crying and crying. Slowly his cry turned into sob and stopped when he heard his mobile message tone.

Jimin baby 😍
Where are you , tae? It's time to go to airport .

Taehyung stood up and drove back to his house. He saw Jimin waiting for him , when he entered his room. He ran and hugged Jimin tightly and started crying again.

"Hey, what happened?" Jimin rubbed Taehyung's back .

"My first love is incomplete, my first love ended unsuccessful, all my effort went in vain, Jimin . My love ....with him...it's broken , everything is over now" Taehyung said while crying on Jimin's arm .

Jimin looked around and noticed Jungkook's portrait, the things related to Jungkook , were all gone. So, he realized Taehyung had met Jungkook .

They stayed like that for a moment because Jimin wanted Taehyung to cried out as much as he can , as to let out everything inside him. So that after this he could move on with light heart. When cry turned into sob, Jimin pulled himself away from hug and cupped Taehyung's cheeks.

"Tae, all will be okay, I promise. But for now, you should worry about granny rather than your broken heart. It's getting late, so let's go now , okay" Jimin wiped the tears and kissed Taehyung's forehead, Taehyung nodded . Jimin's mother dropped them to airport.
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Jungkook rushed outside when he heard the sound of engine started, but Taehyung was already gone. He felt like something very important to him was taken away from him, he wanted to follow Taehyung so badly but he knew it would be useless because firstly , he knew Taehyung would not wanted to see him anymore and secondly, he was flying to Busan after sometime.

So, with heavy heart , he got back inside and sat on couch staring on floor. His mind was all messed, when he recalled or remembered all Taehyung's words, Taehyung's hurt and pained face, Taehyung's trembling body, Taehyung's tears. And this was all because of him.

He screamed, fist his hair in frustration, anger and fear, he slammed his hand on the floor and started sobbing. He knew now, Taehyung was not only friend to him, he was more than friend. Jungkook was already missing his warm hug. He wanted to punish himself, he was hating himself for being reason to Taehyung's pain and hurt.

He felt pang of hurt when he realized what Taehyung had called him before going away.
Jungkook instead of Kookie (You deserve it , Jungkook, you deserve it all.... you are not good enough for the boy like Taehyung)

Jungkook grabbed the two bags which Taehyung had gave him and stormed to his room. He placed those bags on chair because he didn't dare to see what was inside right now. He laid back on his bed and stared at ceiling for sometime. Tears never stopped flowing, he slowly turned his body to side and cupped himself before falling asleep. He was too tired , his mind was too tired, he was drained out of energy because of his stormy thoughts , hurt and heavy feelings.

Jungkook woke up when he felt the warm hand brushing his hair. He looked around and realized that he had slept all day when he saw dark outside from window.

"Are you okay, sweetheart?" Jieun asked with worryingly because she had never saw Jungkook like this before. Jungkook sat on his bed immediately, hugged her tightly and started crying. Jieun got worried and scared because she had never saw her strong son being so weak and crying like this.

Jungkook slowly put his head on his mother's lap and told everything from Taehyung's visit to his changed current feelings. Jieun felt so sad and bad hearing all .

"Do you like Taehyung now?" Jieun asked brushing Jungkook's hair. Jungkook was still not sure whether it was like or something else.

"I....I...like..don't know, mom" jieun was surprised because she knew Jungkook was smart in everything but how come he was so dumb in relationship.

"If you don't like him, then why are you feeling this way?, why are you so sad and your heart ache when you heard about Taehyung giving up on you? You , yourself just told me that your heart felt so heavy and empty hearing that, you even wanted to stop him from leaving you, you felt so good and right while hugging him.........dear, if this isn't 'like', then don't know what is it? I think you even started falling for him" Jieun said.

Jungkook was speechless hearing this all.

"Is this ...mean..I like him?"

"Yes, dear...don't be so dumb and don't try to ignore your feelings anymore" Jieun voice was so soft because she knew his son had realized it quite late.

(I like him, is this what it feels when you like someone?) he heart ached when he realized, it's too late for everything and the tears again welled up in his eyes and started flowing which was not gone unnoticed by Jieun.

"Jungkook , sweaty, don't give up this easily"

"I had lost him , Mom....I had already lost him before it started, I realized it too late" his voice cracked.

"Don't be too weak , I know it's little late but not that late to give up like this . Because as far as I know Taehyung from you , he loved you so much that if you confess your feelings for him , he will definitely forgive you, give you one more chance and come back to you....but make one thing in your mind that it will not be easy as it sounds. ....so instead of crying and being weak , prepare yourself to be a good boyfriend for Taehyung, prepare yourself to confess your feelings to him and give him all the happiness he deserve"

Jungkook felt kind of relieved and happy too hearing his mother suggestion. He felt whatever her mother suggested was the right thing to do.

"Thank you , Mom, for being so understanding and being always with me , I love you so much and I promise I will try my best to get Taehyung and his trust , I will not give up that easily"Jungkook hugged and sobbed but this time with happy and hopeful tears.

"I love you too, sweetheart, fighting"

(It's not that late , he still love me , I will get him back and I'll make sure to never hurt him again and I'll give him all happiness he deserve )

Taehyung and Jungkook both knew very well that ....that morning had changed everything, everything between them and it scared and hurt both of them. From this day , Taehyung would be on the way to forget Jungkook and move on. On other hand, Jungkook would be on the way to get Taehyung back and make him his forever.
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But don't know what time has reserved them for future.

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Please ignore the mistakes
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