Intense love ❤️

Chapter thirty

Third person POV

"I need to go to restroom" Taehyung shuttered and stormed to the restroom. He was shocked with Minho's confession and with himself too. He washed his face again and again , wet his hair and neck too ... so that he could be sober. He splashed more water on his face and looked himself in mirror.

(What the hell just happened...why? How could you do that ,Taehyung...how could you? You just hallucinated him....why? You had tried so hard to come this far and now you....are you out of your mind? Why the fuck you can't just forget him and move on)

Taehyung slammed his hand on the wall in frustration.( I have to clear all things with Minho before it's too late) he stormed out from there. He found Minho out of club leaning on wall.

"Minho..I'm sorry" Minho looked at him with sad eyes.

"I'm sorry ... I was not in right mind ... I can't give you what you want from me ....you are very good person Minho...whoever get love from you and be with you, will be the luckiest person. I know you will shower with all you have to the person you love.....but I'm not the one , Minho...I'm not that lucky person. I'm still on the way to move on . As you had just witnessed by yourself that he is still in my mind , I'm  still not able to totally forget him... I just fucking hallucinate him . I realized it's not that easy I thought it would be... it's gonna take time, Minho. I myself don't know how much time it gonna take. Don't waste your time on me. You deserve more better than me ...and..if I succeed in future also, I'm not ready ....I'm not sure I will fall in love ever again. Instead falling for someone again or be in relationship, I rather prefer to be alone or single . I want to give some time for myself. I hope you will understand me . So, I suggest you to be with someone who you deserve, who will give you what you want and deserves...not like me" Minho just stayed silent for sometime staring Taehyung.

"Get your time Taehyung....I respect your decision... I will wait for you ...no matter how much time it will take...my feeling for you is real, Taehyung....just make sure ...it would be me if you ever decide to be in relationship in future ...I will be waiting for you always" Minho said

"I still suggest you not to wait for me and waste your time" Taehyung said and walked away from there. He felt bad for Minho but he couldn't help it....

With the hurt feelings Minho followed Taehyung. They both got back to apartment and went to their room straight as they both were tired and hurt . Both were sure that they will not forget this day ever.

Taehyung was quite sure that he had almost succeed in getting over Jungkook as his thought and memories stopped effecting him that much . But today, he realized it was not true. It's gonna take long to get over from Jungkook. He was pissed and frustrated because he had tried so much and so hard but it's still not enough.
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As the time passes, everything was changing slowly day by day. Granny's health showed great Improvement day by day . After around one months , she got discharged from hospital. Dr. Park suggested them to stay another one month there in US and offered them to stay in his apartment, so he could observe her health and would be easier for further follow up also. They agreed to stay there as no one wanted to take any risk.

In this period of time, Taehyung and granny had spent a quality time together. They talked , played chess , cards etc. went out for shopping and for dinner together. When Minho got time , he used to join them to explore different places. Minho had not talked about that topic after that night again with Taehyung and Taehyung was thankful for that.

This last month was best for Taehyung because he had not only got chance to spent good time with granny but also noticed he had progressed a lot in his move on mission. It was very progressive as he was not effected by his feelings as before, he could now control his heart and mind too easily and if it's got hard and difficult to handle sometime , granny was always there to help him.

Yes, he had told everything to granny without missing any piece also. So, granny tried her best to help him and always encouraged him to let it go and move on further.
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In Korea, exams were over and session break had begun from two weeks ago. Yoongi, Jimin , Hoseok used to meet in their favorite cafe regularly and spent time together . Jungkook also used to join them sometimes. Namjoon , as a good boyfriend went to Busan to help Jin .

These days Jungkook had made himself busy or could say he was distracting himself from his feelings and Taehyung by spending most of his time in gym , kick boxing classes and attending different business courses. Whenever he got free time  he used to join his friends or if not he spend his all time in gym .

Seeing some improvement in Jungkook's behavior than before , all friends were happy and relieved too. Though he didn't participated in conversation and in other activities with them like before but still they were happy that younger was trying his best to change .

You all should be thinking how Jungkook had changed this much.

Yoongi made Jungkook to stay with him on that day when Jungkook had confessed his feelings infront of his friends. That whole night , they talked seriously on this matter. Yoongi made Jungkook to realized on many things and made him realized how impulsive he was acting.

Yoongi told him not to be selfish... as he have parents too who had so many expectations from him and who loved him so much. Yes, love is important but when it became ones weakness , it's the worst thing ... and Jungkook's feelings was making him weak.

Yoongi suggested him not to forget , avoid and ignore what's around him like parents , friends , his goals and dreams in name of love. He told younger not to get distracted by his feeling when he himself not sure that his love gonna be his or not.

Yoongi told him that probably Taehyung will not be same as he used to be and especially with Jungkook, and could be in relationship with Minho as Jimin thought, or also could choose be stay alone for sometime. So, he suggested Jungkook to prepare himself for every outcome because what he had done is done and he couldn't force other to feel for him and also suggested not to be in rush and give some time to Taehyung as well as to him.

That night Jungkook also realized love is not only to get and take , it is to give as well. Yoongi made him realize and suggested many things , which made him to see the things with different perspective than that he used to.

He thought about those things as conversation between him and Yoongi for many days and even talked to his mother on these matters. So, he decided that he will not rush to confess his feeling to Taehyung and will not force him in anything which he don't want. So, he gonna wait and observe the other patiently after he came back.

If he was happy without him and happy with other then he wouldn't bother him because now he only wanted to see Taehyung happy . Now for him others happiness matters than his, he don't want to be selfish anymore. After observing Taehyung, if he still found some feelings in Taehyung for him then only he gonna confess. And from then he also promised himself... he will try to be a good son and try to make his parents and himself proud.

He knew it gonna be hard and difficult to ignore his feelings but he want to try his best to not get distracted. By now, he had quite succeeded to do it too.
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In this all time , Taehyung and Jungkook never asked about eachother to their friends though they desperately wanted to know about others welfare. Actually they didn't dare to ask and friends also never mentioned of other in front of them as they knew it could make it worse.

So, basically you could say..both Jungkook and Taehyung were unaware of what happening with other and in other life. Though sometimes Jungkook could hear from friends about Taehyung, especially about granny....but Taehyung had never heard anything about Jungkook this whole time.

Though they had decided to ignore their feelings and control themselves but they knew somewhere ...what they were telling themselves and what they were trying to convince were not true because more they tried to forget or ignore , more their thoughts filled with others unconsciously.

Don't know how they gonna react and how they gonna control themselves when they found themself infront of eachother?

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Please ignore the mistakes
Take care and be safe