𝐣𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐲 𝐛𝐨𝐲 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭𝐬 ~ 𝐛𝐱𝐛

𝐏𝐋𝐒 𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃

if u guys dont hear from me in a while just know its cause my moms mad at me for having ae and editing sooo :/

ill most likely take a break if thats the case cause shes always finding reasons to be mad at me and wanna banish me from earth😍

i tried many times to explain editing is my hobby, its something i would like to do later in life which is why i start now but when i try she always tells me to shut up and irs just a bullshit excuse

she comes home from work and just tells me how much of a problem i am, but then one day she acts as if im the greatest gift. she knows my struggles and the problems i go through in life, and its like it completely blows right over her head.

sometimes i really wish i could end it, but i know how much pain it is to lose someone to suicide. i just cant do this anymore. all i do is bottle up my emotions and that obviously just puts me in more pain but ive never been able to speak openly about my problems.

i just feel like such a bother to this world, i just want to be worth it to somebody.