I woke up in the morning sun,
With you beside me,
Laying down peacefully with your eyes open,
Looking at me with those stunning eyes,
I smiled at the thought "You are mine",
I said "Goodmorning sweetheart",
But you don't respond; just staring at me,
I slowly put my hand in your cheek,
Slowly caressing it with love,
I smiled like an idiot I am,
I felt my heartbeat suddenly skip,
I stared at the dried blood in my hand,
I looked beneath the blanket; my body went stiff,
Memories from last night flashed in my mind,
Tears flowed down my face,
Realizing what I did,
Slowly hugging your cold body,
I screamed in pain and regret,
...I killed my beloved.
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Behind this poem:
"Love and regret are always together." My mind thought of this phrase. Why did I kill my beloved? It's because of my anxiety, fear, obsession, and the thought that she should always be here. Where I can see, smell, touch, and hear her.
How did I kill her you asked?
"By drowning and killing her with my love and obsession." Do you understand what I mean? Hahahah... I guess not. It's only mine and mine alone. Because that was my sweetest memory with her.
She is gone...
I smiled and laugh...
Now...
She can't leave my side forever.
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