Annyeonghaseyo!! ^_^
Kamusta? Paalala ko lang po ah?
[Author's Note]:
The following chapter is full of BAD WORDS.
NOT CENSORED. So, As a newbie nagpapaalala lang po.
Galit si Em. So there. Yun lang!
ENJOY READING! :))))) <3
EM's POV
Freeze. Hindi ako makagalaw sa tinatayuan ko promise!
Naiiyak nanaman ako. Magddrama nanaman ba ko? :(
Nakakasawa na.
Umalis ako. Tumakbo.
Ito lang naman alam ko eh. Takbuhan yung problema.
T*ngina mukang pathetic eno.
Sorry Chad. Sorry. I can't do this.
Ayokong mag pretend. Hindi naman ako great pretender eh -___-
"EM WAIT!!"
Sus si Xian lang naman yan Em. Hayaan mo problema lang dala niyan wag mo pansinin :(
Wala nakong makita. blurry na dahil sa luha :(
Ayoko na :( Suko na ko. Napaupo na lang ako. Hindi naman habang buhay matatakbuhan ko 'to eh :(
"Em."
Inangat ko ulo ko. Si Xian.
*slap*
"I know i deserve that slap"
"fuck you xian *iyak*
"I'm sorry."
Lumuluha siya? Bakit? Para maawa din ako skanya? Haha! This ass :(
"Ginawa ko naman lahat Xian eh! *iyak* ano pa bang problema mo sakin ah! bakit puro kasinungalingan nalang lahat! SANA HINDI MO NLANG AKO SYINOTA EH! T*NGINA KA EH!"
Playing: I'll take the tears - A1
♫Don't speak, seal your lips.
Please don't say a word, maybe I won't remember the words I have not heard.
I see that you're in love, I know it's not with me.
But I don't want the truth to haunt my memory.♫
"Minahal kita Em. Maniwala ka. Kaso, kaso si Tricia. Alam mo naman feelings ko skanya dba?"
"Minahal mo ko? Eh bakit mo ko sinasaktan? Gago ka pala eh! Oh sorry, MINAHAL. Past tense. THANKYOU AH! SA PAGMAHAHAL LETCHE ASSHOLE!" *iyak*
♫It's never too late to relight the fire
It's never stopped burning for me.
The flame, it never died inside of me.
How is it now that I can tell you I love you
How is it only now that it's too late.
What can I do?
The love that we had is torn in two.
So you take the smiles from all of our years.
I'll take the tears.♫
"Em sorry. Alam ko hindi mo ko mapapatawad ngayon. It takes time.
Hindi naman kita minamadali eh. Pero i'll have to end this kung ano man meron tayo.
Sana maintindihan mo ko. Nag mahal lang ako pero Em, sobra kong nagpapasalamat sayo sa pagmamahal na binigay mo sakin.
Pero Em you deserve so much better ang gago ko kasi hindi ko na masuklian. Sorry. Sorry talaga."
Wala. Speechless ako. Ayaw mag sink in sa utak ko lahat ng sinasabi ni Xian.
Tangina. Ang sakit. Hindi nako makapag salita sa kakaiyak kakahagulgol ko.
Behind his hurtful words bring me down. Sobra.
♫I sit and reminisce of times that we once shared.
You gave me more than love. But never thought I cared.
My feelings were all for you.
Although it didn't show.
I only told you on the day you let me to go.♫
"Sorry Em. Eto na yung pinaka sincere na sorry ko para sayo.
Hindi pa sapat yung panahon para patawrin mo ko alam ko.
Lalayo ako sige para makalimutan mo nako at mawala lahat ng nrramdaman mo sakin."
"XIAN! MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA *iyak* TNGINA NAMAN KASI BAKIT KAILANGAN KAPANG MWALA SAKIN. HINDI KO KAYA *iyak* SANA *iyak* SANA MRAMDAMAN MO ULIT NA KULANG KA PAG WALA AKO. ALAM KONG MALABO MANGYARI PERO *iyak* XIAN MAHAL NA MAHAL KITA. IINTINDIHIN KO. DAHIL SA LAHAT NG SINABI MO, ISA LANG PUMASOK SA UTAK KO. ALAM MO KUNG ANO?"
......
"NA HINDI TALAGA AKO YUNG KAILANGAN MO AT HINDI YUNG PAGMAMAHAL KO YUNG HINAHANAP MO."
♫Now I realize that you're no longer mine.
But I'm hoping that the pain will ease in time.
Although you're leaving, I won't say goodbye.
Because I know you're here with me inside. ♫
Sa ngayon isa lang hinihiling ko.
ANG MAKABANGON AT MAKALIMUTAN SI XIAN.
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