You make me crazy M

Why so lonely

Felix stopped walking and looked at me.

"Have you seen the sidewalk?" I glared at him questioningly. He then sighed and stared at the clouds. "They're not giving me a good feeling today"

"What-you get feelings by only glancing at the sidewalk?" I mocked not really interested. I had to act. Look normal. Or I'll be the one creeping him out.

"Meh I don't know..oof I'm hungry, let's eat something?" I nodded nonchalantly and he chuckled.

We walked closer and closer to a bench, flashbacks of Minho and I were running in my head. It made me feel dizzy. That is our bench. That's where I started to grow a feeling I think is diagnosed as love.

"..y, hey are you alright?" Felix asked me with slight worry in his tone. I shook my head before nodding making him sigh. "Yes or no?"

"Yeah I'm fine let's just eat something I'll talk to you"

"What I feel? Emptiness."

"Agh you're so lameee!" Felix whined before facepalming.

Day 2

Minho woke me up today by hugging me. It was new but I didn't dislike it. We walked towards the kitchen and he said goodbye after reminding me about a meeting my friends organized. He walked downstairs and I shrugged leaving for my meeting.

"Jisung, did you hear any news from Minho these days? He never misses a dance class.." Hyunjin asked me worried and Felix nodded in agreement.

"Huh? No I haven't" I ate another piece of cake and they sighed.

"Maybe He just broke up with that girl and refuses to go out" Seungmin said not seeming to worry that much. I glared at him before looking back at my food.

"I don't think so, he didn't like that girl so much. He just kinda disliked her but tried to be kind and not reject her" They hummed thoughtfully at my reflection and gave up.

Day 3

"Minho they all think you broke up with her" I told him and he shrugged. "Come on you need to show up."

"Did you tell them that I never liked her? She was so annoying. The thing is that I like staying here.. lay on your bed and smell your perfume. It's not weird right? I'll stay in the basement"

I sighed and nodded.

"His parents called me today asking if Minho was at my house." Chan told us, worry obvious on his face. I rolled my eyes and nodded.

"I'm starting to get worried" Seungmin mumbled and Jeongin beside him hugged him. Is he scared or something?

Day 4

"Jisung I don't wanna leave."

"Okay you can stay"

"Jisung-nothing" I raised an eyebrow at him.
"..you'll find out sooner or later anyway let's just wait" I shrugged and went to meet the boys.

"Minho is now missing" Sighs of desperation and worry came out of most of their mouths.

Weeks after

"Minho must be dead by now"

"Can I tell you a secret?"

"Yeah.."

"I'm seeing him"

Later.. no one's POV

"Jisung keeps saying he still talks to him and it's creepy guys."

"Maybe He just can't assume it...it's difficult for all of us. I'm sad.."

"His parents must want to at least find his body for funerals."

"Shut up we're not sure he is dead.." Hyunjin whispered with rage slightly present. Like he was doing his best to stay calm.

Two months after

"He either disappeared and went to another country.."

"Let's have Jisung talk to a therapist. He still says he's talking to Minho. It's getting too dark."

"Alright I'll help you."

Felix's pov

Today wasn't such a nice day. The clouds were gray and above all, I am the one who has to tell Jisung that Minho isn't here anymore. Like what is he!? How does he not realize it?He's getting creepier these days, more secretive. He won't talk to us unless we ask him something relevant.

I saw him walking towards me with a big fat fake smile. I tried to smile a little and he sat beside me.

"Hey"

"Hi"

"Jisung do you still talk to Minho?"

"Yeah of course why"

"..He has been missing for two whole months it's serious. Jisung I think it's better if you see a psychologist. We will pay it's-"

"Seriously? No. I don't need that you can keep you money." His tone was really cold.
I hesitated in asking something but did it anyways.

"Can I see him?" He looked at me blankly and then bluntly answered.

"Yes! Of course I'm no one to tell you you can't."

"..where do you usually meet him?" I continued feeling nervous.

"At my house."

"Can I come?"

"Yeah but not now!" He replied quickly. I frowned and nodded trying to mask my worry by confusion.

"Alright when can I?"

"Tomorrow"

"Okay..you didn't ask him, are you sure he'll be there?" He looked at my eyes with something I haven't seen in a while. Eyes he always shot at Minho. Like he envies him. What about me though? I don't know if it's safe to go at his. With his mental health it might be dangerous. I don't even know if I should still have even a glimpse of hope to meet my friend.

Jisung's pov

When I returned home, Minho walked out of the basement and came to talk to me as I ate an apple.

"Ah this is getting tiring.." Minho mumbled and rubbed his eyes. I frowned at him.

"I'm not telling you to stay either, go away if you're not happy." I was a little mad but tried to stay calm. He looked down. "..anyway Felix told me he wanted to see you-"

"Did you say yes?" His eyes widened and I shot him a glare. He is stressing me a little.

"Yeah, tomorrow."

"What!? Oh no...Fuck! Crap.." Minho gripped his hair and looked like he was loosing it. I started to get annoyed by his over dramatic attitude.

"Shh stop panicking, so annoying I liked you better before." He shot me a freezing glare.

"Jisung it's time I tell you the truth." He spoke with his messy hair.

This is kinda funny
What do you think about Jisung?

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