Too Hot To Handle - Harry Jowsey

· Chapter 10 ·

I had so much fun with Harry, we were finally getting to know each other and I was really thankful to have him.

"Thank you for this H, I had so much fun" I said feeding him a spoon of icecream "Don't need to thank me baby" He said kissing my temple.

We decided to sleep there so we could have some alone time for us, so when I laid on his chest and he ran my fingers through my hair I fell asleep automatically.

"I'm so sorry" The doctor said "No please, tell me they're okay" I said, touching my belly trying to feel them, I notice that I don't have a big belly anymore, it's just flat and I break in tears. 

Joe enters the room and hugs me tightly  "Everything will be okay little rose" He said and I just continued crying.

After two days in the hospital, I arrived home and went directly to where their room was going to be. It was painted in grey color and I had already bought them different things. I sat on the floor breathing heavily and crying again. "Please, come back, I'm so sorry, so sorry...

"Ella, wake up" I hear

"Ella baby wake up" I hear Harry saying, I opened my eyes and broke in tears. He hugged me and reassured me even if he didn't know what was happening until I calmed down.

"Are you okay?" He asked me "No, I'm not but don't worry" I know it was rude but I was feeling really bad after my dream.

"Of course I worry, do you want to tell me what happened? You know you can trust me" He said trying to support me "I haven't told anyone this excepting my family, it's very hard" I said trying to hold back my tears. "It's okay, let's lay down" He said 

He started to ran his fingers through my back, helping me to relax "I was pregnant" I finally told him "What? Do y-you have a child?" He asked cautiously, seeing him nervous made me relax a little bit "No, I lost them" I said breaking in tears.

"Ella, can you tell me everything please?" He asked and I nodded, I trusted him "Three years ago I was at a party and I met a guy, after hanging out a lot of days we started dating. I was happy until I started feeling sick, nauseous you know" I said and he nodded kissing my temple.

"My period was late so I took a test and it came out positive. Even if I was young I felt really happy" I told him and he smiled. "So when I told him, he left me and I felt devastated. But I decided to continue with the pregnancy because I knew my family was going to be there to support and help me" I looked at him

"My first ultrasound was one of the happiest days in my life, they told me I was having twins and I could not be happier. The pregnancy went really good but when I was 5 months I was in a car accident" I said, he already could imagine the end of the story but I wanted him to hear it from me.

"One second I was talking with my brother about baby names when a car crashed us from the back and everything went black. I woke up in the hospital with a scar in my flat belly" I said grabbing his hand and putting it in my scar. I thought he was going to take it off automatically but instead, he left a kiss in my belly, which made me cry.

"I lost them, Harry, I couldn't take care of my babies and now I cannot have children" I said crying "I lost my babies" I said and he hugged me tightly "Baby look at me, Ella look at me" He said and I finally looked at him "It was not your fault, okay?" He asked, I took a minute and then nodded.

"And you need to know that there's a lot of ways to be a mom. Don't worry about it" He said and kissed my temple "That's why Francesca's comments hurt me that much"I said looking at his eyes "You had all rights to do that, I'm sorry for not believing you" He told me again

"Stop saying sorry, I forgave you like hours ago," I said laughing finally and he blushed a little bit. "Thanks for listening H" I truthfully told him and he kissed my nose.

Harry outspread his arm for me to use it as a pillow and I snuggled deeper into his bare chest. I wrapped my leg all the way around him and held him so tightly I wasn't sure if he could breathe but I was feeling so good.

Suddenly our bracelets turned green and we looked automatically at each other "Is it really green?" Harry asked like he didn't believe it "Shut up and kissed me" I said and joined our lips.

He kissed me gently, carefully, but it wasn't gentleness I wanted, not now, not after all this time, so I knotted my fists in his shirt, pulling him harder against me. He groaned softly, low in his throat, and then his arms circled me, gathering me against him, and we rolled over on the blankets, tangled together and still kissing.

After we broke the kiss, I laid my head down on his chest, pressing my ear against his chest to listen to how fast his heart was pounding. I couldn't stop smiling, I looked at him and realized that I was finally happy.

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Author's Note

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