Jamie's POV (yes I know I just did her but I have an idea.... you won't like it)
I wake. It is cold, but I don't care, I am hungry, it can wait, it is dark and the atmosphere in the room I was in seemed to have a dark aura about it. I try standing, but fail so badly. I try again. Success. I look around until my eyes adjust to the dark. I see a bunk bed with no blankets or anything, brown stained pots (do you know what they are used for? If not... don't ask O.O), a sink, broken mirror, stone brick walls, cemented floor and something in the corner I couldn't quite see. I walk towards it hesently I see chains. I step backwards once I relised what lays there motionless. A dead body. I gasp and here something behind me. I turn slowly to see what it was. It was a boy around my age possibly a year older, slim but tall, black clothes well black everthing, his hair was long but short and the only thing that stood out most were his deep red eyes. I got shivers down my spine. I knew this wasn't going to be good.
"Hello there Jamie" he said my name with discust. (This is possibly the worst time to listen to high school musical songs... expesily when it is a happy song...) (I spelt expesily wrong I think... it is bugging me) I smirk.
"What's wrong with my name? To jealous to say it like a normal person?" I stared at him. Best come back I have ever said. (That was actually a good one xD I thought of that myself. I'm so proud of me) he stares at me with his deep red eyes then, I fall to the ground unable to speak or move but, I can still see what he is doing to me. He calls for some people and walks out. The people which are women rip my wedding dress off. No. I put me into a jumpsuit. (Think of the ones in the hunger games but different) I just stare at them and then they leave with my dress in peices. I try to cry but I can't. The man walks in again smirking like crazy. He steps closer to me and I just watch him. He walks past me and grabs out some keys and unlocks something. I hear rustling then something lands on top of me. It was the dead body. I some how managed to sream. He covered my mouth with his discusting hand. He looks over me and kneels beside me, he slowly removes his and and gets closer to my face. Is he going to kiss me? I think to myself. Hes is. He moves closer and his lips touched mine. His kiss is deep and meaningful it some how removes the spell he locked onto me and I go to push him away but he stops my arm. Savour the moment. A voice pops in my head. No, I love James. I relised it was him. He pulls away from the kiss and stares at me. I am just laying there frozen because of what just happened. He smirks then turns towards the chains. This is my chance to escape. I try to sit up but a dark figure is holding me down. The man then grabs my arm and pulls me to the side of the wall in a sitting position. He chains my left ankle and my let wrist. I'm just sitting there totally frozen. He smiles and claps his claps. Two men walk in with a metal rod and a pot of ashes. He takes the metal pole and sticks it into the ashes. No please, no don't, please. I start crying.
"NO PLEASE DONT I-I..." I started. I didn't means this at all but I had to.
"You what?" He asked staring at me. I look down for a few seconds then look back up.
"I love you" I hung down my head again. I heard the metal rod being put back on the plate it was on, footsteps and the door closing. I look up and see they boy. I can't tell what his facial expression is but I bet he is smiling or smirking. We walked xloser to me and he held a wooden stick. He grabs something out of his pocket and lights it. He was kneeling beside me smiling. I forced a smile back.
"Your lying. I can tell" he wasn't smiling he was evil smiling. This means I have to prove I like him. Oh I'm so sorry James but, I could never live with the pain of the metal rod. I smile and raise my right hand and put it behind his neck and move it towards mine. I close my eyes and kiss him passionate but fake. I break the kiss.
"Am I lying now?" I say smiling. He smiles back and kisses me again. I actually like it... No Jamie stop, your faking! You love James! He keeps kissing me passionately so I do the same. He breaks it and stands and walks towards the door. It opens and then closes. I lean back against the wall and put my knees to my chest and cried. James, I'm so sorry. I cried more. My name is Carlson. A voice poped in my head. It was the boy who kissed me. I sigh. Beautiful name. I think back. Thank you. I will be back with food and water for you. I smiled. Well at least he cares. Thank you. I stop crying and open my eyes. I see a figuare near the bed.
"How could you" it was a boy he stepped out of the darkness. I gasped.
"James" I whispered.
"Hi 'fiànce'" he had a mixture of emotions.
"I-I can explain James, please let me" I stood up and walked towards him.
"No. I have seen enough. After everything, this is how you treat me. Good-bye. Never return to my kingdom" I looked at him in disbelief.
"No James. Please let me explain. It wasn't how it looked!" I yell.
"I loved you with all my heart and this is how you treat me? I'm over it. We are over" He turns away from me. I try to reach him to stop him but, the chains stop me.
"NO JAMES I LOVE YOU I NEVER LOVED HIM PLEASE. IT WASNT HOW IT LOOKED" I scream at him. He continues walking to the wall and presses a button in the wall and a passage opens. He turns to me with tears running down his face.
"Good bye Jamie" he walks down the passage and it closes. No, no, no, no, no, no! I am angry. This is all my fault if I never kissed him this never would had happened. I walk back to the wall and an the way I see a knife. I pick it up and sit on the ground crying.
"This is my fault!" I yelled and raised the knife in my right hand. I move it towards my left arm. "This is for my stupid mistake" I slit the knife in my skin and blood starts to pour out. It stung like hell but I didn't care. "This is for kissing Carlson" I make another cut but a little deeper. "And this is for James. I told myself never to break his heart" I make another cut deeper. The pain felt good but bad. I can't believe I just cut I said I would never but, this was different. I sat in my blood and cried. The door opened. It was Carlson. I was about to explain when everything went black.
OMG I AM SORRY SORRY GUYS I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I JUST DID OMG OMG OMG. IM JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRRRRRRRRRRRRYYYYYYYYYYYYY PLEASE FORGIVE ME!
I will go... I feel rage... Bye!
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Jamie and The Fear Inside
Fantasy~You might want to read Jamie and The Terrifying Dream FIRST~ James and Jamie's special day is coming soon but, Jamie get's kidnapped and held hostage at another kingdom. She said something she didn't mean to say to a boy who was about to burn her w...
