Jamie and The Fear Inside

The Darkness is freedom ~ Chapter 9

~Hello! Sory I haven't updated in a while... I have been having a serious case of writer's block. So here you are! A chapter. Also sorry for mistakes and stuff im writing this at 2 in the morning.., I will probably write it lat- *yawns* hmm... let's go on shall we? By the way the next thing is in someone's POV but I wont say ^-^~

I felt so loney, so weak, so useless. Why did I feel this way? Was it the break up? No. The way I canged myself entirely so I could shut the people that matter out? Probably. I have never felt like this before. I don't know where I am or who is here. All I see is darkness. Nothing but pitch black shadows covering this entirely black room. Was it day or night? No idea. How long I have been like this? Not the slightest clue. But I knew one thing and one thing only. They have finally came. I knew this would happen but I didn't know when. Why is it always dark when they bring me here. That's right. I've been here before. A few times actually, I just felt so comfortable, so. Free. I hated every second of being in this dark forsaken room but, I have always ended up loving every second. When I got faced back with reality it all crumbled down. I wanted to hide away in my home and not speek to someone or hear someone, I wanted to be alone. Alone was the only place where I felt freedom from everything around me. That's why I love this place. This wasn't really the place I had hoped to find myself calm, happy and free but, at least I found it. My happy place. I was sitting in my room for to long. Everyone knocking at my door begging me to come out. But I hide in my little shell not wanting to let them in. They don't need to know what's been happening to me these past years. They would laugh and say 'nice joke' or 'your crazy'. I didn't want them in my life. I don't care if they were trying to help me, to fix the problems I had but I need space. I needed to be alone. Where the sun doesn't shine but it does, I feel the heat that would be here if it was shining brightly. The bright would be perfect for me to see what was happening. I looked around at the room I was in. Nothing but black, black and more black. The shadows of the World were closing in, but I wouldn't let them see the true person who lays behind this mask of fake. The true person I am. Me.

~That was kinda depressing..... don't worry the chapter doesn't end there ^-^ woah I wrote that in 19 minutes... woah...~

JAMIE'S POV

I woke to the sound of banging and clashing. These sounds always woke me up in the middle of a good dream. I turned my body so my legs were dangling off and pushed myself up on to the cold floor. I sleeply walked over to the light switch and flicked it. I opened my bedroom door and looked out cautiously. I saw nothing. Something doesn't feel right... I reached for the baseball bat next to the door and slowly walked out. I heard the noise again from downstairs. I lightly went down the steps carefull not to make a noise. I got to the bottom and looked around. Luckily there was only three rooms accessible from the inside. The lounge room, dining room and kitchen. I tiptoed to the lounge room and looked in. Nothing. I walked on to the dining room. Nothing. I heard the noise again from the kitchen. I turned my head quickly towards it and hid in the shadows so I wouldn't be seem. I heard groans from the person inside it. Then the figure walked out and walked the other way. I looked at it surprised then I slowly rised and held the bat up. I creeped behind it and swung the bat as hard as I could across it's head. It froze for a second before falling to the ground. I quickly turned the light on to see who it was. I gasped and panicked when I saw who it was. James. Oh no. I ran around turning on all the lights. I grabbed him by the shoulders and dragged him into the living room. He weighs a million tones! I slowly struggle trying to lay him on the couch. This is pointless. I laird him on the ground with a cushion supporting his head. I ran back the kitchen and grabbed a pack of ice from the freeze. I hope he is alright. I run back and look at him. I gasp dropping the bag onto the ground as I raised my hands to my mouth covering it completely.

~Ohhhhh hehehe ^-^ I feel evil now... anyways hope you enjoyed this chapter! (Senpai if your reading this sorry! And no I'm not turning emo with all these sad chapters ok -_-) Who's POV was it in the beginning? What happened that scared Jamie so much? I honestly have no clue to where this story is going but oh well. If you wanna give me any suggestions for the plot please tell me! I might take it into consideration or not use it. Sorry if I don't use your idea! Not that your idea was bad or anything it is just I either get a really good one or I think of one ^-^ I wrote this chapter on my tablet so sorry for any mistakes. Wow it only took me 30 minutes to write the whole chapter excluding the authors notes... anyways I will see you all soon.

BYE!! ♥~