Let me out of this crazy thing called love ~ Chapter 4

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I was listening to a song while writing this... it fitted the mood so I added it. It is called What you've done to me By Samantha Jade.
Jamie's POV -=I know I did her in the last chapter=-
I woke up and I was on a bed. I looked at my arm that I cut and there was a bandage on it. I remebered what happened last night. I removed the bandage and looked at the cuts.
"James" I whispered. I felt like singing. I didn't fight it.
~What you've done to me~ Jamie singing~
Sometimes yah get what you want,
Sometimes yah get what you don't,
Sometime yah, 'get nothing at all,
And when it finally comes round you tear it up, break it down, down,
Till there's nothin at all,
I use to be so in control,
No one could ever touch me,
I told myself I would never fall,
And nobody would catch me.
I crawled out of bed and walked onto a balcony. I looked around and saw a beautiful forest. I smiled.
You shot your love through my defences and left me wide open,
Feels like me feet can't touch the ground, ground,
That's what you've done to me,
I'm a rocket to the sun, I'm a heartbeat on the run,
That's what you've done, what you've done to me,
I'm a bullet that can fly, when you kiss me I could die,
That's what you've, what you've done to me,
Sometimes you love but they don't,
Sometimes they love but you wont,
Sometimes yah, just can't figuare it out,

And when the planets aligned and there's no doubt in my mind, mmm,

I was happy that I could express my feelings. I smiled and sung the chorus.

Baby, you shot your love through my defences and left me wide open,

feels like my feet can't touch the ground, ground

that's what you've done to me,

I'm a rocket to the sun, I'm a heartbeat on the run,

That's what you've, what you've done to me,

I'm a bullet that can fly when you kiss me I could die,

That's what youv'e, what you've done to me, yeah done to me,

Uh~hu~uh~hu, yeah done to me,

I'm a rocket to the sun, I'm a heartbeat on the run,

That's what you've, what you've done to me,

I use to be so in contol, no one could ever touch me,

I told myself I never fall, and nobody would meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

I'm a rocket to the sun, I'm a heartbeat on the run,

That's what you've, what you've done to me,

I'm a bullet that can fly when you kiss me I could die,

That's what you've, what you've done to me, YEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH,

I saw people below me staring at me, some where clapping and cheering me on and others threw roses and flowers at me.

I'm a bullet that can fly, when you kiss me I could die,

That's what you've, what you've done to me,

And nobody would catch meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

and nobody would catch meeeeeeeeeeeeeee,

I'm a rocket to the sun, I'm a heartbeat on the run,

That's what you've done to me, done to me,

When you kiss me I could die,

That's what you've, what you've done to me.

I finished my song and looked at the people clapping and cheering. It is like they haven't heard someone sing in ages.

"That was beautiful...Finally someone sings...Please sing again" I heard from the crowd. I smiled.

"I will sing again shortly. I have got somethings I need to do" They all smiled and nodded. Once they were gone I walked into my room and had a look at what I was wearing because, it felt different. I was wearing a aqua dress, It was fitted but puffed out at my waist slightly. It looked beautiful. I heard a knock at my door.

"Come in" I said sitting on my bed. It was Carlson.

"Hello are you alright know?" He asked sweetly. I smiled and nodded.

"Can I ask you a question" I looked up into his eyes. His eyes weren't red anymore they were green.

'Sure" He sat beside me and held my hand. For some reason it felt warm.

"I was singing before and some people heard me and I wanted to ask if I could hold a contest for them" I asked sweetly looking into his beautiful green eyes. He smiled.

"Of course you can. They haven't heard someone sing for many years so, this would make them really happy" I smiled back. I put my head on his shoulder and he stroked my long brown hair. My hair had grown so much since I first came here. It is now down to my waist. He played with it and put it into a plait.

"I didn't know you could braid" I smiled.

"Well, you have a lot to learn about me" He kissed the top of my head. I heard something out side. I stood up and walked to the balcony still holding onto Carlson's hand. I looked out and saw a bunch of people around a person. I saw the person in the middle was tied up. He had brown hair and casual clothes on. I gasped and relised who it was.

"James" I whispered.

"What?" Carlson asked.

"You have to let him go Carlson, please" I said tuning towards him. He sighed.

"I can't after what he made you do" I frowned.

"I did that myself! He had nothing to do with it!" I let go of his hand and stared into his eyes.

"He didn't? Well why didn't you say so" we walked towards the edge of the balcony. "Guards! let him go!" (LET HIM GO, LET HIM GO DONT HOLD HIM BACK ANYMORE! sorry....) The guards looked at him then nodded. They cut the rope freeing James. I stood beside Carlson and looked down at him. He looked up with a 'thank-you' way. I nodded and he looked down.

"Take him back to his kingdom" I yelled to the guards. They nodded at walked towards the forest. I walked inside the room and sat on the bed. I put my face in my hands and let my tears roll down my face.

"Jamie. What's wrong?" Carlson sat next to me and put his hand on my back.

"Nothing" I say and wipe my tears. "I'm just sad about what happened last night" I look at my left arm were I cut. There was 3 cut marks, I sigh at the sight and Carlson puts his hand on my arm.

"Don't worry, I understand" I look up at him and he smiled. I put my head on his shoulder and held his hand.

"I feel safe here" I smile. I looked out the window and saw it was sunset. I wasn't that hungry so I decided I was going to bed. "I'm going to go to sleep now" I stand and walked into the walk-in wardrobe and put pajamas on. He smiled and walked to me.

"Ok" He kissed my forehead and walked towards the door.

"C-can you s-stay with m-me?" I stuttered and walked beside my bed.

"Sure" He smiled and walked to the other side and jumped in. I looked at my left hand and the engagement ring was still there. I take it off and walked towards to balcony. I look at it once more and throw it into the forest. I walked back to bed and layed down next to Carlson and smiled looking into his eyes.

"Goodnight" I said. I leaned in and kissed him. He kissed back and broke the kiss.

"Goodnight" He smiled.

AWWWWWWWW! that was soooooo adorable. I hope you enjoyed. Next will be James' POV so you can see whats going on over there. I might get rid of James and then make him return but, I don't know I will soon see. Bye! Woah only 1325 words... excluding the authour's notes! :D

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