Namjoon was from a normal family. He had a good education and enough money for his future but the only two things that Namjoon didn't have was, love and care.
Namjoon's parents were very busy people, they were so busy that they didn't care about the...
Namjoon's POV (a/n, the whole story is in namjoons pov, when its not i will tell you peeps)
My life is nothing much actually. Every day goes the same way, wake up in the morning, freshen up, go to school, get bullied, come back home, sit down do homework, eat, then sleep. See, told ya, my life is nothing interesting. My parents like always don't give a shit about me. They are always busy, they always have to go somewhere. They are never there when i need them to be. It's been always like that, me alone in the home. Sometimes i feel like i never really had any parents. Before i used to feel like 'my parents are always there and will be when i need them'. All of that was false hope. I am person who is suffering from major depression, social anxiety, paranoia. One time i tried to sucide and parents were STILL not there for me, the people who saved me were the locals. Can you actually believe this, the locals are more attentive then my OWN parents. hahahah. When they were told about me they were like, ' oh sorry we are really busy right now so we can't come.' That's what they said. For goodness sake tell me they are not my parents. My life sucks, i literally get bullied every single fucking day. My bullies are, Jackson, BamBam, Jaebum, and Mark. The only person that is good in whole ass school is Jinyoung. We share many classes. So you CAN say that he is my (only) friend. LOL. Also i am a person who loves nature and books since they don't talk and JUDGE you. I wear glasses cause i am basically blind without out them. Because i sooo intelligent and wear glasses, so everyone things of me as a nerd. Yeah. I am not much of a sport person actually. Another thing is that, i am a introvert and gay. Yup gay. Well sorry, i guess. I just found out i am not interested in girls. I don't have a crush though. Or maybe i do. Since Jinyoung is so kind and my ONLY friend so it is kind of obvious, isn't it. Well also forgot to tell u that i study in the Bighit highschool, my last, btw. Lol. I m 18. I am not writing or some shit, i am taking to my self. Uh huh. Myself. I am a total wierdo u know. Anyways i gotta go, cause there is such thing as food. I forgot to tell but my day was just he like always noting new. Heheh. Bye
Hello peeps. I know the story was pretty shiity and stuff. Also there were mistakes that i am toooo lazy to check. i m sorry i guess. well actually sorry not sorry. heheheh. ok not funny then. But seriously thanks for reading if someone is actually reads this. Now time to end this goddam chapter.
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