Sugar,Spice & That Special Touch

His smoke and my Prayers

Cold breeze wakes her up, oh with that headache again, when you cry your self to sleep that's the worse pain welcoming you once you wake.

" Thought you dead, with all the noises I made and there's zero effect from your side "

Out of no where, there he is, standing by the window, smoking .

The airflow in carries his scent mixed with smoke, the scent that toxics her.

" I thought you not gonna come tonight, I thought you .... "

" it's not of your business where I spent my nights and with whom "

The soulless look in his eyes when he talk back to her, was way different than the one she used to.

She get out of bed, try to avoid his eyes and presence.

" where the hell you think you're going? "

The pain she felt on her wrist made her screams.

" let me go Abhay, you not ... "

" I'm not what? Ha!! I'm not what? "

The smell of alcohol hit her nose.

" you drunk, you not .. not conscious "

" I might had few but hell I'm ready for your punishment "

His hands worked fast, removing his belt, unbutton his shirt and standing there looking at her, with the belt on his hand, emotionless.

The dim lighting did not prevent her from seeing the evil look in his eyes.

He pulled her from her hair to get her closer, his hand messed with her hair as he tried to force her to sit on her knees.

" no, no way, you won't hit me or forced me to ... "

He slashes her with his belt, screaming loud at her

" shut the fucx up and obey "

Trying to escap, she pushes him hard but all she done is useless, his heavy body stands like status, grab her from the shoulders

" listen to me carefully now, you will do whatever I asked and whenever, no demand, no question "

Sliding his hand under her bra

" no, get off me Abhay, I can't stands you "

" shut up now, fucx you so .. stubborn as hell "

Trying to kiss her, his fingers digging deeply into her neck.

" get on me now, do it "

Her body shakes, she can't, not when he's totally wasted, she'll hate her self later on.

" uh, Sonia ride it like no one can "

Rose stands frozen, her eyes widen, her lower lip shake, he shocked her totally humiliated her, without hesitation her hand slapped his cheek.

Hold her hand, squeeze it hard, almost crushed her fingers

" don't you ever dare to raise your hand on me, ever again "

He grabbed his jacket and went out.

Left her, but his scent still in, his smoke still in, his body warmth still underneath her fingertips.

She covers her mouth with her hand preventing her self from screaming loud, fall in to the cold floor, she cry so hard that she praying to went all blind once and for all so she can't see him again.

Praying to went all deaf once and for all so she can't hear him again.

Praying to went all mute once and for all so she can't call his name again.

" Abhay.. Abhay.. Bae....

Why you so cold heartless?
Why can't you feel me?

Selfish Heartless Monster !!