Sugar,Spice & That Special Touch

Memories

Why you keep holding my heart in your cold hand wrapped it between your cold fingers, sending icing shivers through it, why can't you release me, let it beat again in someone else chest or simply squeeze it until it's stop beating.

Just don't keep it suffering, both  it and I , please Abhay.

I wasn't good enough...

I made you suffered too, I pushed hard on you too, but it was all for your own good bae, I want you to feel, to breath again and live like before, I want to get all of the good in you, even if it ends up hurting me, killing me, I sacrifice my own to yours just to let you live and believe one more time.

'' Let me look at your eyes one more time, please ''

Roses shaking hands reach out to his face, look at every little detail, the tears in her eyes blurred her vision but she still wanna look at him, one more time.

Let me look at them, I wanna see my farewell in them, I'm not asking for anything else.

Blank look.. ice cubes.. emptiness..

Where's the passion?? Where the burning flames that melt her heart ??!!
Where's the kindness and heartwarming she loved...
It's all gone now ...
It's gone ..
Is it because of her ??
Or ..
It's Sonia , it's all about her isn't ??!

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Stand there frozen, pressing her forehead against the glasses barrier, holding her lips tightly, kept the urge to scream loud, looking at his body, surrounded by all these medical devices linked to all these tubes.

Please God take off my soul at once but spare his, please God, let him live, save him, even if not for me for his loved once.

'' if something happened to him I won't forgive myself, I won't ever ''

She barely whispered to Maria.

'' How dare you show up here, it's all because of you murder ''

Sonia voice filling in the hospital corridor.

Arijit run to Rose, trying to pulling her away.

'' listen to me now, let's get going please ''

'' No, no Arijit, over my dead body, I won't move an inch until Abhay say so not until I saw his eyes again, please... ''

Maria pushed Rosella further.

'' Rose just for now let us go, we don't want any more drama here, once she gone promise I'll bring you back here ''

Looking at Arijit hopelessly.

'' Once she's out, let me know ''

'' No way, she had the right to be here unlike... sorry ''

'' say it Arijit,  unlike me, the passing time doll right ''

Everyone around knew it, everyone else but her.

Why she didn't sense it, she was drowning herself deeply into him that she couldn't see nor feel anything but him.

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'' Stop it seriously, you gone crazy now, why you act childishly ''

'' My jealousy is childishly to you now mister, you don't know true love meant to be jealous for me ''

Looking at him while he getting ready out.

'' What if I join you out, I need fresh air after all ''

'' Really? Wanna join me to my bestie bachelor party ''

'' At least he will save the exotic dancer money ''

He pulled her harshly, digging his fingers into her shoulders, causing her pain.

'' Now you want to striptease to my men too, Is that what you willing to do ''

'' What I willing to do is my own, not of your business mister, my own time out of your service is mine all mine ''

'' I don't have time for your childish shit now ''

Pushed her away and went out.

She phoned Maria and Jason and decided to went out tonight, no matter what it cost her, she want to go and that's it.

There she was, with her flowing black dress dancing around like butterfly.
'' You look amazing, Can I join you ''

Tall guy with deep gray hair and deep dark blue eyes joined her on the dance floor, grabbing her waist and pulling her closely.

'' No mister, I do mind, let go off me ''

Trying hard to release her self while he looked enjoy it.

'' Hey you, let her go ''

Jason screaming at the stranger.

'' She's taken ''

The stranger apologizes and let go of her.

'' Thanks, you saved me ''

'' Yes angel but not from this guy ''

She looked where he pointed his finger, there he was with his friends and some other girls too.

Her heartbeats fast, she fixed her hair and excused to the w.c

Her steps trumble, while she walked in the dark narrow corridor.

Strong arms wrapped around her shoulders, pushing her against the wall.

'' Black dress, red lipstick, puffy  lips delicious to be eaten, long hair, soft fair delicate skin, what else to seduce a man ''

'' Let go of me, now, Abhay you hurt me you do ''

He leaned on and bite her neck, her gasps of fear and pain.

Trying to push him off, her little hands over his chest hitting meant nothing.

'' I marked you so every scum bag around knew that you're mine, sirph mera ''

Her eyes looked in fear at him.

Am I only property to you, nothing else!!