Sugar,Spice & That Special Touch

Thoughts ...

Maria shaking Rosella shoulder to wakes her from her thoughts

'' Roses, look at me, Are you with me ? ''

Rosella cold fingers touching her girlfriend cheek , as a sign of hopeless.

'' I'm.. I'm done Mar.. I'm gone too ''

Barely walk to the sofa, throwing her freezing cold body, just like drugged.

'' I'm her girl, I got your back, don't worry ''

Maria followed Rose, set next to her, she's her bestie, her secret keeper, she knows her well and won't ever saw her in badly situation as now.

'' I told you he's a Monster, I warned you he's a player with no merciful sense ''

Patted Rose head while speaking.

'' but why ?! Why me Mar, I'm not bad I didn't deserve it, why he used me, fooled me, I'm his card to get Sonia back, made her jealous to run back to his arms again ''

She sobbed quietly, that stupid agreement between them was nothing but a joke to him, Abhay never take her seriously.

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'' you'll be mine & I'm yours for whole 12 months, I'll get whatever I get from you without hesitation without questions without you being annoying stubborn little girl ''

Abhay smirking while looking at her.

'' Yes, but ... ''

'' No but, it always yes miss ''

Handle her the papers to sign up, she felt he's honest, his voice and action made her comfort about trusting him, she felt it.

'' We shall enjoy our year to the max together, I reckon it will be your first and last in general ''

She looked at him shockingly, while he walks closer to her, feeling her body tension, he can see the goosebumps all over her arms, her heavily breathing, he bends down and whisper at her

'' Don't worry babygirl, you won't die easily, I can sense little fighter soul underneath this little body ''

'' I'm not afraid of death mister, good behavior girl, carried smart brain and sensitive heart with strong believe in God shall fear none, I just wish to die in my loved ones arms so my soul rest in peace for real ''

His fingers wrapped around her hair lock, made her reales a lightly groan.

'' I'm not stupid or blind, I can see you underneath, you totally naked even with all that amount of clothes covering up your body miss ''

His laugh echoes in the surrounding.

'' No matter tough you may look or sound I knew you still fragile in just like little virgin girl, am I right ''

Abhay pulled her without alert, she felt his hissing over the side of her neck

'' look at you shivers from just a simple touch, I'm gonna have such magical time with you ''

Rosella closed her eyes, get drowned by his warmth breath surrounding her neck and the scent of his perfume mixed with the warmth of his body send chills surrounding her.

Her heartbeats fast in her chest, her mouth gets dry, She swallows her saliva lightly, try to concentrate on and memorize every little detail and move he made.

Abhay lightly groan and placed little kiss over her delicate neck, feeling and craving to get her now.

'' Plea ... ''

Rosella try to beg him, holding his shirt collar, want to stop the intense feelings surrounding them.

'' Uh, your effect similar as my Scottish Whiskey ''

He lightly turned to his mini bar asking her for a drink.

'' Never drink or smoke .. ''

She answered softly while biting her lower lip and her eyes sparkled in

'' Never been kissed professionally or fully satisfied too ''

He rise his glass while looking deeply into her eyes.

'' Cheers to a new life, full of suprises with me, I'm honored to be your Master ''

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Rosella tears falls, she get more sensitive more weak whenever she remembered everything had been through with Abhay, her only problem she memorized each and every detail like she lived in them, sunk into them, she seemed to love his memories more than him.

I tasted you, your love, your effect on me, can't get over your addiction.

I was the one who loved you, even though you gave me a thousand reasons not to.

I was sand, you were waves, everytime you inched closer, you pulled away.

Abhay ...
What do you want ??
What else...
I had nothing to give more !!

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Abhay was tough, heartless, strong personality, but with her, in her arms he released his deep inner feelings, he knew she's the only girl who he could be safe with, out of range out of fear.

He never thought he'll ever be able to surrender , all girls was nothing than material objects in his hand, just like business deals, take and give, then dusted off once and forever.

This girl, was something different, something special, he couldn't understand her, she's a mess but she's a masterpiece.

I thought I buried my own heart, my own feelings once and for all but I guess it wasn't deeply enough.

Roses ...
What do you want ??
What else ...
I had nothing to give more !!