CRESCENT FOOL

UNA

SETHARA POV

"Our emotions don't affect the way we communicate."

Kasalukuyan akong nakatayo sa harap ng aking professor, hindi lang basta professor kase mataas ang tingin ko sa kanya she's too kind for me she always help me when I getting tired of my study, she always keep to say why I need to finish of what I started. Hindi lang ako ang nakatayo ngayon sa harap nya dahil lima kami, I started to feel nervous cause it was the last examination for us para malaman kung sino ang smartest scientist student dito sa Gateway International School of Science and Technology na syang makakasali sa World Debate kung saan kasali ang mga representative na naninirahan sa Earth at doon malalaman kung sino ang isang scientist student na makakasama sa Project Kiel na kasalukuyang target ng bawat scientist sa ano mang sulok ng mundo. Inumpisahan na ni Ms. Maddie ang pag tatanong sa mga student na kasama ko ngayon.
"I choose the word Expectation for you to defense your answer." At tinapatan nya yung nasa kabilang dulo na kasama ko
"Expectation may cause depression... Cause as of now most of the population feel pressure when they hear the expectation of their family, pressure may cause stress and stress may cause depression." Shit! Ang ganda ng sagot nya, lumipat naman si Ms. Maddie sa pangalawang istudyante na kasama ko "expectation may lead us to death cause expectation is a path on having anxiety" maikling tugon ng pangalawang istudyante. Kung tutuusin maiksi lang pero magegets na ang ibig sabihin. "Expectation can be our distraction cause our full attention is all about what our family expect from us" mabilis na sagot ng isa. "Expectation c-can give us a p-pressure and if we c-can g-get what they expect, they all down you" sagot ng katabi ko na halatang kabado at eto na... It's my time woaaaa hingang malalim chin up! "Expectation may lead us to our destination, expectation can fade your pressure that can cause your anxiety away, expectation is my inspiration. Expectation can cheer me up. Cause for me, as long as theirs someone who expect something to me I can perfect everything. And as a student of this school I'm proud to say that I'm too perfect to feel despression because of expectation, I'm too perfect to doubt that expectation is just a distraction, I'm too strong to have an anxiety because of high expectation and I'm too great to accept my wrong and let them down me. I don't let that expectation may down me cause I'm too perfect to loose because of that expectation. I'm not allowing their expectation and wrong judge to lead on my emotion" tuloy tuloy kong sabi na ikinangiti ni Ms. Maddie.

Shit! Waaaaa natapos na din papunta nako ngayon sa Gateway Gymnasium para alamin ang resulta ng final examination na yun.

"Good afternoon students we're here to announce the smartest students of GISST" sabi ng isang professor na ikinagulat ko 'students'? Woaaaa

"Kindly come here when you hear you name" dagdag pa nito. "From sec-E come here Mr. Kendrick Crox" nagulat ako ng Matawag ang pangalan na yun sya si K-kendrick? "From Sec-C Mr. Ivan Lee Crox" S-si Ivan? Ano bang nangyayare?! I didn't know na nandito silang dalawa "From
sec-P Morfeus Crox" halaaa si Feusss n-nandito din syaaa etong mag pipinsan nato kilala ko silang tatlo "From Sec-0 Raiko Crox" halaaa sya yung batang Crox noon sya yung--- pero bakit kulang sila ang alam ko Lima sila"From Sec-T Sethara Aire" naputol yung pag-iisip ko ng tawagin ako. Nabigla ako dahil...dahil ako ang representative sa World debate, tinapik ako ni Atalanta na kaibigan ko na nakapag-pabalik sakin sa ulirat kaya naman umakyat nako sa stage. At dahil ako nga ang pangunahing representative tinanong ako kung saan ko binase yung mga sagot ko so, i answer in a front of so many students

"My emotions don't affect the way I communicate. In fact, the very opposite is true: the way I communicate has an influence in my mood I'm too perfect and no one can stop me to catch what I want."