chapter one

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avions POV

'well fuck' i mutter to myself how the hell am i supposed to get he the concert now? i have black veil brides concert tickets and i cant go, i know ill call my brother zack
a: hey its avion
z:hey whats up
a: well i need your help
z: let me guess you got a black veil brides concert ticket and mum isnt driving you
a: how did you know
z: i saw the ticket in your room and yes ill take you meet me out front
a: thanks

and i hang up and grab the ticket and go and wait for zack, when i see hins car i quickly get in 'next time i want a ticket too' he says 'haha okay' i say

when we get there i get out 'call me when you want me to get you' he says 'will do thanks' i say and leave to line up

when we all get let in i take my spot at the front and wait for it to start

when it starts i hear the first few bars of rebel love song my favourite song,

when it comes to the corus andy bends down to touch the hands of fans, i just put my head down but i feel something grab my hand, i look up and see andy is looking at me as if he is singing to me, when the corus ends he lets go and walks over to ashley, i get a text and see its from mum this is NOT good i read it and it says
where the hell have you fucked off to! dont even try to come home we dont want you! your just an emo faggot that deserves to die i wish i never had you bitch

i look up almost crying and see that andy is looking at me i quickly turn away and get out of there, just as im about to call zack my phone goes flat great, so i just sit against the wall and cry

a while after i hear foot steps and people talking indicating that its finished

after everyone leaves i feel the presence of someone else 'hey are you okay?' i hear a deep voice that i know and love, i look up and see myself face to face with the one and only andy biersack i just shake my head 'whats wrong?' he asks 'everyone hates me even my own mother does' i say truthfully 'oh come on it cant be that bad' he says trying to confort me 'oh it is she sent me a text asking me where i was and that i dont dare go home and that i deserve to die and that she wishes she never had me' i say crying alot 'come here its okay' he says embracing me in a hug 'where am i going to go?' i ask 'you could stay with us' andy says pulling away to look at me 'no i couldnt you wouldnt want a fucked up peice of shit living with you' i say looking down 'yes i would' he says i look up at him 'and your not fucked up' he says 'whats your name?' he asks 'avion' i say 'thats a beautiful name' he says 'come on your coming with me' he says getting up and putting his hand out to help me up 'are you sure? like have you got the room?' i ask 'im positive and of corse we do' he says 'okay' i say i follow him onto the tour bus 'guys this is avion she has no where to go so shes going to live with us' andy says and all the guys approach me 'hey' they all say i just keep my head down, i follow andy and he pats the seat next to him indicating for me to sit, he puts batman on 'so how old are you?' he asks '19' i say 'im tired im going night guys' jinxx says everyone else but andy also goes, i yawn and i feel andy put his arm around me 'you can fall asleep if you want' he wispers to me and before i know it im asleep

when i wake up i feel someones arms arownd me i turn and see its andy i also see im in a bunk how did i get here? i wonder 'morning' andy wispers, i sit up and he sits up aswell i look at him and see he is looking at my arms shit my sleeve mustve creeped up my arm in my sleep, i go to pull my sleeves back down by andys hand stops me, he pulls my sleeve up, i try to tug my arm away but its no use so i stop it and just look down 'avion, when...' he starts but trails off 'l-last night before the concert' i stutter he just pulls me into a hug 'i told you i was fucked up' i say 'no your not your beautiful' he says 'your just saying that' 'no im not its true, you just fail to realise' he says 'i just realised i have nothing no clothes no makeup nothing its all at...' i trail off 'ill buy you more clothes and makeup untill then you can borrow my clothes and makeup' he says 'no im not letting you buy me clothes or makeup ill just go get it' i say 'no its not safe who knows what shell do to you, please just let me buy you more stuff' he says i hesitate for a bit 'fine' i finally answer as i get off the bunk and walk to the living area 'hey your up, sleep well' i hear CC say 'yeah thanks you?' i say quietly 'good, come and join me' he says so i go and sit down with him 'so how old are you?' he asks '19' i say 'cool any siblings' 'yeah but they hate me' i say looking down 'oh' is all he says 'hey CC hey avion' i hear ashley say as he sits down next to me 'hi' i say quietly 'you okay?' ashley asks 'im fine' i say obviously lying 'no your not andy told us what happened' he says 'oh' 'were all here for you' he says then something gets chucked into my lap 'its got all of our numbers in it and some from your other one' andy says i see its a new phone 'no i cant take this' i object 'you have to i already payed for it and no refunds' he says standing in front of me with his arms crossed 'dont stand like that' i say 'it reminds me of uh...' i say starting to cry at the thought 'im sorry avion' andy says couching down to hug me 'its okay, you didnt know, its just because you so tall and my dad was and whenever he stood like that he would uh' i say crying even more, andy pulls me into a hug 'its okay your safe here none of us will hurt you i promise' he says i pull away 'pinky promise' i say i know its dumb but... 'pinky promise' he assures me 'im going for a walk wanna come?' i ask no one in particular 'ill come' andy says and gets up and we leave and walk

'so when did you uh start uh you know' he asks 'uh about 3 years ago' i say 'and i was also diagnosed with depression last year and...' i say trailing off 'and...' andy says waiting for me to finish 'never mind' i say and look down 'were all here for you avion' he says 'thanks' i say

A/N

hey guys new fanfiction yay tell me if ya like it and i alsi wanna say thank you to everlark_babies for making the cover for me i absolutly love it...i hope you guys like this and i will also be updating my other bvb fanfic soon so if your reading that watch out for another chapter

ily all byee xx

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