Seokjin felt awesome.
The guy he talked to last night led him through several orgasms, he was experienced and knew exactly how seokjin had to touch himself. Something in his voice felt too familiar to seokjin, but he held that thought in the back of his head and forgot about it later.
After getting ready for bed, seokjin thanked him for the good time they had. His "daddy" mentioned that he wanted to talk to him again, but seokjin didn't really think he would.
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Going to school again after so much positivity felt unreal and dumb. Seokjin wanted to do nothing else but do what he did yesterday everyday. The thought of becoming a camboy crossed his mind, but he had to think about that later, he still wanted to go to college before choosing a job.
Entering his classroom, all eyes landed on seokjin. As always, people stared at him, they judged him for still having the guts to come to school every day. He sat down, getting out everything he needed for his class. Actually, seokjin enjoyed going to school. The educational part, mainly.
What he didn't expect today was his teacher to pull seokjin out of the class and have a little talk with him.
"Seokjin? I think I might need your help, you're basically the best student i have and i really need someone to give some tutoring lessons to some 12th graders.", mr. Kang stated, having a somehow pleading look on his face. Seokjin gulped. "who?" he asked, voice breaking a little at the thought that he wouldn't be able to say no to his teacher. He didn't want to risk the chance of getting a higher grade.
"Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin and Kim Taehyung."
The boy looked at his teacher for a second. Was his teacher crazy? They were the reason for Seokjin's pain, they started all this, they're bullying him to this day, and now they even have to be around him to learn something? No way. No. Seokjin wanted to scream at his teacher, ask him if he was dumb. But he simply nodded. "i would love to, but my parents won't allow me to stay here after school ends. They're very strict."
"that's no problem. I already talked to them. Today you will stay here, come into my room after your classes end, they will be there and you can start teaching them!" And with that, seokjin's teacher left him. Seokjin gulped down the scream he just wanted to let out. His parents let him stay?? He already planned everything out without knowing if seokjin would've said yes? What the fuck is going on-
His chest started to feel heavier, he felt like he was about to faint, so he just quickly rushed to the toilets and locked himself into one of the cabins. Feeling like he was alone, he let all of his emotions out and cried, he was loud, he pressed his head against the wall and burried his nails in his palms. This was horrible. He should have just said no. Why was he such a dumb ass to think that getting his parents involved would have saved him?
A sudden, loud knock made him flinch, he only whimpered and whispered "go away, go away, go away, go away" over and over.
"hey, calm down. Please open the door, i can help you-" the voice. Seokjin gasped quietly. That voice. It sounded exactly like the one from yesterday. He wanted to ask, but he could've just imagined it. Maybe he was hallucinating, he shouldn't expose his secret like that.
Slowly, he got up, a few sobs still escaping his mouth, and he opened the door. He didn't know why. Maybe it was someone who was going to beat him. But seokjin wanted that. He deserved it, especially today, and after everything he has done. He was truly a slut, and now he was going to get punished for it.
But looking up at the person in front of him, it was Jung Hoseok. The guy that was always nice to him, that sat next to him on his drives home sometimes.
Seokjin's body was protesting against his attempt of standing up, it didn't want to and it clearly showed it through making seokjin's head ache badly.
"Hoseok.." he mumbled before collapsing into his arms, and hoseok held him. He couldn't figure why, but his mind felt too dizzy to actually care about it. Seokjin didn't pass out, he was just extremely exhausted from his panic attack and hoseok was some sort of safe place to him, even though he didn't know him that well.
A few minutes later, hoseok was still holding him, safe and secure. He didn't talk, and seokjin appreciated that so much. But after a few more seconds, he felt strong and courageous enough to ask him why he was helping him.
"I listened to your conversation with Mr. Kang. Why did you agree to this?" He asked back, not quite anwering seokjin's question. There was something soft in his tone that made seokjin feel even safer now. Why would he just be like that to him, after he literally turned out to be someone that whores around a lot? Was he sorry for what seokjin went through?
"i thought he would give up if i say that my parents don't allow me to stay after school." hoseok only nodded. He stayed silent for a few seconds before asking "Should i come to the tutoring lessons as well? They won't do something to you as long as i'm there.". Seokjin looked at him, eyes slowly widening. "But you shouldn't waste your time like that. I hope- i mean i think i will survive it." A low chuckle escaped from his lips and everything seokjin could think of was the man of yesterday. Maybe, all hot men sound the same, seokjin thought.
"Seokjin, i'm serious about that. You don't deserve the way they treat you and-"
Seokjin cut him off, smiling at him sadly. "I do, Hoseok. I do deserve this, and you know exactly why. I was willing to sleep with them at any time, they have every right to call me a slut or whatever. They have every right to punch me because i am not worth anything else."
Hoseok was speechless. He sighed, and let go of him."Seems like you can take care of yourself then.. See you around." And with that, he left him alone in the restroom. Seokjin wasn't in the position to ask him to stay since they were basically still strangers and he completely understood if hoseok didn't like him anymore now.
Great, now i even fucked up with the only nice person on earth.
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