BEYOND COMPARE

Chapter 4

chapter 4

Nakangiting nakatingin ang mag-asawa sa kanila pag upo pa lang nila, naiilang man ay napapangiti din si Jannah sa Kabaitan ng kanilang pamilya hindi mo iisipin na alkalde at mayayaman silang tao, wala sa pananamit,kung gaano sila makipag-usap sa tao, I was so overwelmed seeing them with this kind of gestures, nakita kung kinuha ni mayor yung bible sa lamesa sumunod naman na nakangiti ang mama ni Jaaved na kumuha sa ilalim ng lamesa sabay abot kay Jaaved na siya ding inabot niya sa akin at saka nag abot pa ng isa si tita para kay Jaaved at isa ulit para sa kanya saka ko napagtanto na kapag nasa sentro mo ang panginoon who will be against you, now I understand why this family is so blessed then mayor started in a verse of Jeremiah 29:11 we silently read it after a minute he look to us and he ask "Have you ever in a place or situation that you don't really want or your struggling or you're complaining for not having what you want Jaaved" seryoso man ay nangiti ito,matagal man ay alam mong nag-iisip si Jaaved ng tamang isasagot sa ama tumikhim muna ito bago nagsalita.

"ahm yes I am when you dad start in the politics,when you became a mayor a lot changed you became busy and like it just a little things that i know it's immature to think but i was in my ROTC graduation that time and everyone not all but most of my classmate have there dad there and I got mom you know i wish i just have a normal dad" nakangiting tumingin si Jaaved kay mayor saka nagpatuloy

"but that is a selfish of me kasi when i became also a Sk Chairman back of my mind i was so thankful and proud that you are my Dad seeing how you are while on duty keeping our town peacefull i am glad that your leading it and I was on the situation that I like a girl but i don't have the courage to confront her or show to her because i was so afraid how to begin then I start na to complain specially on my apperance why im like this why im just average that she can't recognize me pero what makes me change and not to be bothered is this verse maybe God has not yet plan what is my plan so im holding to this verse that he have a great and better plan for me.

hindi ko alam kung gaano ako katagal ng nakatitig sa kanya, yung lalamunan ko na bigla natuyuan napalunok ako saka tumingin sa mag-asawa yung kakikitaan mo sila ng awa pero mas nanaig yung pagkamangha.

"I was there anak pero hindi na also bumababa ng sasakyan dahil pababa na kayo ng Mama mo hinahabol namin Yung Provincial meeting noon Kung Saan magsusubmit lahat ng mayor ng kani-kanilang projects for there town,I need to be there Hindi para sa sakin o sa bayan pero sa mga taong nagtitiwala sa akin hindi parin siguro simentado Ang daan natin ngayong Kung Hindi ako nagtuloy noon, but I was there proud of you anak" sobra Yung nag-uumapaw na pakiramdam na Hindi ko mapangalanan

"Did you know that I have only one girlfriend and that is your mom" nakangiting lumingon si tita Kay mayor "It's because I pray for my future wife it may sound Perfect but it doesn't madami din Naman kaming pinagdaanan ng Mama mo bago kami kinasal why I'm telling you this son is" tumingin siya Kay Jaaved saka sumulyap sakin

"it's because you don't need a girlfriend because you need one,

Hindi para makasunod sa uso Hindi totoo na you need it as a trophy, you know if you are serious guy you will not see a girl as a girlfriend you will see her as your future wife" nakangiting nagpatuloy ito mataman din naman kaming nakikinig.

"now I'm telling you this because you have to trust the process that time if you confest your feelings to that girl did you think she will say that she likes you too as you said that time your just average there is a hope of that there is Maybe on your mind, para sa skin Tama Yung ginawa mo na unahin mo Yung sarili mo na baguhin Kung ano Yung dapat why because there is a process of everything it's not like when you pray 'Lord I need a car please give it to me', instantly God will grant it which is a big NO you have to work on your behalf to get what you want and what your praying by letting the plans of the Lord to you work in by your faith, what is the summary of this to me son is on your mind you are planing, you have this plan but son don't focuse hundred percent on that plan but pray and ask for God perfect plan for you why because as he promised on this verse,we know sometimes God will destroy our plans when he sees that our plans are going to destroy us, maybe God not gave you what you wanted before because your plans for yourself is going to destroy you, God has a plan a plans to give you hope and a future and not to harm you, God has a always a better plans for us always. make God the foundation of what you are doing right now then everything will be so much peace in your heart because you know in yourself that your at the right time where God really wanted you to be, your confidence that time was depend on yourself and you forgot to put your faith and confidence to God.