Mattia's POV

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*this is mattia's POV of everything that has happened now the story so far*

Mattia's POV
Me and y/n have been bsf for 1 year now I rlly enjoyed her company, she makes me laugh all the time I love her energy it's so positive, her smile is so contagious I love it her laugh too, I love everything about her she's honestly the best thing that has ever happened to me when we first FaceTimed my friends were over and we fell asleep on the phone I woke up and saw that she hung up, the boys came down to my room and we all sat down and talked
Mattia: so what do y'all think ab her
Kai: she's honestly rlly cool I like how she isn't shy
Ale: yeah and her smile and laughs are so cute and she's so small
Mattia: honestly I think I like her
Kai: she said bsf Mattia I don't think she likes u back
Mattia: ik I'll try not to get attached we only been friends for one day we prob won't even last that long
Ale: yeah ur right
(This was after y'all first FaceTimed the day after)
*skip to they week before U came to NJ here's mattias and the boys conversation*
Mattia: guys I still can't get over y/n
Ale: but u were talking to other girls
Mattia: ik I only did to try and get over y/n I basically fell in love w her the second week of being friends
Kai: well r u gonna tell her
Mattia: no she lives far from here and long distance is not what I do
Kai: but u said u "fell in love w her"
Mattia: I did but if I date her I wanna be able to cuddle her and kiss her whenever I want no be on the phone 24/7
Ale: yeah he has a point when r y'all ever gonna meet
Mattia: idk I rlly wanna meet her through I tell her all the time but we haven't made dates for when like if she's coming over here or if I'm going over there or which day of what month and all that
Kai: so what would u do if y'all agreed to a day and she came what would U do w her
Mattia: idk we've never rlly talked ab it so idk what I would do
Ale: in my opinion u should tell her how u feel
Mattia: r u crazy no bc that could just ruin our friendship and that's the last thing that I want
Ale: just tell her
Mattia: no bc then I could lose her and I'd rather keep my feelings to myself than lose her
Kai: damn u have fallen and u have fallen hard
Mattia: shut up
Ale: he's right tho
Mattia: idk what to do
Ale: well me and kai r gonna leave so just ft her
Mattia: okay bye guys
*they did there handshake and they left*
*heres mattias POV for yalls ft a week before u came*
I started calling y/n bc I wanted to hear her voice it's so soft and soothing she answered with her bright smile and said "hey Matilda" the boys were right I have fallen and I have fallen hard I told her how I loved how she always says that we talked ab how our days were then I told her how I wanna see her she kinda took it as a joke but then we actually started talking about it I asked if she got my hoodie I sent it to her for a 1 year friendversary she loved it she put it on and it was RLLY RLLY big on her she said she was gonna sleep w it on I loved the idea of her sleeping w my hoodie on I could just imagine her sleeping w it we talked more after and fell asleep on the phone like we have been doing everyday for the past year I would tell her everything like who I'm talking to or who I think is cute and she would always tell me to shot my shot she wash basically my hype girl and I loved it bc she was there for me and always supportive no matter what she's basically my dream girl she plays videos games she's supportive and so much more I could make a list of everything everything I love ab her and it would never end I would tell her how I feel but I feel like she wouldn't feel the same bc every time I told her ab a girl she never showed any signs of jealousy she would say how she's so happy for me and everything I just love her so much after a few days later I was having a rlly bad day bc I was getting so much hate and i couldn't take it anymore I was laying down in my room w my head in my hands I rlly needed to talk to someone I couldn't go to ale or Kai bc then they would make fun of me and call me soft so I was gonna call y/n but then I saw a rlly small figure come in my room at first I thought it was Gian but it was rlly short then I saw y/n I jumped outta bed and ran towards her and I picked her up and spinned her around I couldn't believe she was actually here we talked but hugged most of the time I finally got to meet my ibsf I'm gonna be so sad when she leaves tbh and it's only been a few hours that prank tho ngl she got me there I was so sad but then I got rlly happy but this morning she was a pain but it's all good I tried flirting w her but she seemed unamused but it's all good she's gonna be here the whole summer anyways I'll try to shoot my shot but now we're on our way to the mall I'm finna spoil the heck outta her

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