Internet best friend

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The next morning
You woke up to Mattia in the same place laying on ur stomach u smiled and tried to get up but he held u down
Mattia: why r u leaving *he said sad*
You: I'm going to the bathroom
Mattia: oh okay
*you go to the bathroom but when u come back u see Mattia passed out u go lay down and he went on you and layed his head on ur chest and u played w his hair you couldn't fall asleep so I went on ur phone 5 mins later mattias phone would stop going off  so u went to turn it off but when u did it showed messages from Cynthia

Cynthia❤️

Cynthia❤️
I had fun last night 😉
Baby come backkk
I miss you
I want your cuddles
And how u kiss me so softly and gentle

You then put his phone back and had watery eyes and got up and started putting your shoes on when Mattia woke up
Mattia: hey why did u stop playing w my hair *he says barley waking up w his deep voice and a confused look when he saw u*
You: fuck u Mattia
Mattia: what?
You: u will never be in my babies life I can't believe I was gonna let u see it
Mattia: w-what what did I do
You: go get Cynthia pregnant since u care sm ab being a dad
Mattia: y-y/n-
You: I can't believe I was gonna give u a second chance but u know what they say once a cheater always a cheater
Mattia: n-no y/n plz
You: no save it Mattia just forget ab me
Mattia: NO Y/N PL-
*u cut him off by slamming the door shut and going to your car u get in and then the car on when u see Mattia running out and knock/banging on ur car window balling his eyes out*
M: y/n plz I-I'm so sorry she was just a one night stand I wanted to get my mind off you please-
Y: no Mattia I'm officially done w you and this time it's for good
*u say as u start driving off, u go home the next day and get up bc u hear knocking on you door you go check to see...mattia...at your door w roses and chocolates and his red puffy eyes*
You: what
Mattia: y/n I-I'm so sorry
You: k cool
Mattia: plz y/n let me be in my babies life I will do anything
You: u mean even stay away from me and never talk to me again *u say smiling*
Mattia: anything but that I wanna be in your life to
You: well u had 2 chances and that's ur fault so... yeah I gtg *u say closing the door*
Mattia: no y/n plz *he says starting to cry again and holding the door open w his hand*
You: omg Mattia leave me alone
Mattia: no we're gonna talk
You: what
Mattia: do u have any idea how broken I was when you left me...I was crying myself to sleep every night I would wish I could go back in time and stop myself before making the biggest mistake of my life...but I didn't and I don't know why I thought about you everyday wishing I was holding you again kissing you cuddling w u but I made a mistake...I started drugs because I couldn't cope with not having u by my side I over dosed and woke up in a hospital asking for u but everyone said that u didn't even know...the day u left for collage I was sad u didn't even say goodbye to me I just wanted to hug you one last time...I was mad and jealous that I were gonna she either boys and sleep w them bc the thought of u being w other boys makes my blood boil...when we first met I talked to the boys n told them ab how I liked you but they told me not to rush it bc you have plenty of hints that u didn't like me back and how we probably wouldn't even last that long but...2 weeks Into is being friend so fell in love with you, you make me different in a good way u bring out the bets in me but you left and my world came crashing down...when I saw u at the store that day when u couldn't reach the the cereal I felt like there was hope for us I was so happy to see you I just wanted to hug you and kiss you and that night after we did it I went home and smiled like a idiot I didn't cry myself to sleep like the other nights it felt nice knowing I just saw the live of my life and when I woke up I was smiling and I txted you but you don't answer and you told me it was a mistake i cried I though I did something wrong and I saw u w the test I was so happy that u finally let me apart of my child's life...but a few nights before that I slept w Cynthia bc I wanted to take my mind off you but you found out
You: did u even plan on telling me ab her
*mattia then stayed quite*
You: *laughs* wow Mattia I knew u were messed up but I didn't think u were this messed up get out
Mattia: wait y/n-
You: JUST GET OUT...GO
*u then went up to him and started hitting his chest crying ur eyes out*
You: why would u do this to me why Mattia why
Mattia: y/n *he just stood there letting you hit him*
Mattia: y/n I'm sorry
You: NO YOUR JOT BC IF YOU WERE YOU WOULDNT HAVENT CHEATED ON ME MATTIA
Mattia: y/n plz *he says grabbing your hands from your chest*
You: no go just go Mattia plz
*he nods and walks out there door you then start feeling dizzy and u fall tot he ground*