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Chapter 3: She was on top of me best night ever.

Chapter 3: She was on top of me best night ever.

*Alex’s POV*

Authors notes: im sorry it took me forever to update but here it is! :) 

She didn’t even move a muscle when I held her by the waist. I don’t know what happened, we were arguing and I just leaned and kissed her. I was hoping she would at least kiss back, but she didn’t, she pulled away. She switched on her mobile, to gain light, and I followed her, and sat next to her. I heard her sniffle and cry. Am I really that bad at kissing? Amber obviously didn’t think so. Why would I think of Amber at this moment?

“J-Just explain.” Lucy’s voice filled the attic, I took it by surprise, but I decided for once to be honest, with her, after all I just told her I made a bet with the guys to sleep with a girl, that’s already a lot, a bit  more won’t hurt I guess.

“It just happened. I don’t know why I kissed you. I can’t find a reason. I’m sorry, you’re upset, I didn’t mean to hurt you.” I started saying.

 “I know I asked you before, but I’m not sure if I should believe you. Am I a game to you? If you planned this with the guys, I swear to god-“ She started saying getting annoyed by the second.

I stopped her and replied, “You’re not a slut right? Why would I bet on you? You’re beautiful and you have attitude, I don’t need to bet for that, you’re too good for a bet or a game!”

“Really?” She turned to look at me. I couldn’t see her face in the dark; I switched my iPhone from my pocket, and put it in front of her face. She looked so sad; her eyes were puffy and red.

“Yes! Just look at your beautiful face!” I said rubbing her cheek, this time she let me, she didn’t shrug me off.

“Thank you, Parker.” She said giving me a small smile.

“Let’s go and sit near the window, I’m not sure if it opens but the moon is giving a lot of light tonight.” I said standing up. I reached a hand for her, and she to it smiling.

“Can I ask you something?” She said, as we both held our phones for some light.

I nodded, then I realised she can’t see me that much, so I said, “Yep.”

“Yesterday in english I whispered to you when you said ‘you’ve gone too far’ and I replied with ‘what you going to do about it’ you said nothing. I felt you shiver. Even after english. You weren’t cold right, so why exactly?” She Teased.

I cleared my throat desperately thinking of an answer.

I don’t know if I liked her from the start, but I always admitted to myself that I found it hot how she stood up to me, and always responded back to me. She was so close to me, I could hear her breath when she said the tally count between us, and the rest. I think I felt something for her. Having her close to me, then she walked away and I lost her. Just thinking to myself that I probably will never manage to get a girl like her, or even her. She’s too god for me. She would think that I would play her, just like I always do, but something about her is different. I don’t know if you call it love, but she is definitely a crush.

Lucy coughs to me, waiting patiently for my answer.

“I dunno.” I said too quickly.

“You were thinking hard, it clearly shows, that there is more than that.” She said in a matter of fact tone.

“Ok…” I said trailing off.

“I’m so stupid.” She raises her and hits her head playfully. “I forgot I’m holding my phone, I bet there is some reception up here.”