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"fine.can you guys shut the fuck up now?"
i say mad


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2 weeks later
-𝑙𝑢𝑛𝑐ℎ-

i sit at my locker, waiting to see if mattia comes

he's been avoiding me for the past 2 weeks.

15 minutes go by of me waiting and he never did

i knew i shouldn't have gotten close to him.

𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲

"now you won't have to be so alone all the time, because you have me"

𝑬𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑭 𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲

i feel my eyes getting glossy
i grab my things and walk out of school

i head home because i know my moms at work

i go to my room and climb up to my roof

𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲

"im not afraid to be called weird, i 𝑤𝑎𝑛𝑡 to be your friend"

𝑬𝑵𝑫 𝑶𝑭 𝑭𝑳𝑨𝑺𝑯𝑩𝑨𝑪𝑲

i climb back into my room.

head into my bathroom and find my blade

"this is what you get for letting someone in so easily"
i say while looking the the mirror

(TRIGGER WARNING)

"3 cuts for mattia and 3 cuts on the other arm for being stupid."

i turn on the water and watch my blood go down the drain.

once the cuts are cleaned up i lay down on my bed and stare at the ceiling

MATTIAS POV

i walk to my next class to see if i see ℎ𝑒𝑟

no? hm weird.

i wait to see if she walks in late but she never did.

what if she does something...

no no no she wouldn't do that because of me.

right?







-𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑖 𝑐𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓, 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑡𝑜 𝑟𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑦𝑜𝑢-

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