Just Chenry

Suicide Thoughts

Charlotte is Charlotte, she was powerful, sassy, smart, and beautiful to Henry. But something is wrong with her and he is getting worried.

However, Charlotte knows what to do. Since she's an independent girl, she never likes showing or getting attention. She was a normal, intelligent woman. Not because she was normal, she made mistakes but she quickly learned in her way. Charlotte was confident in herself and to others in the Man Cave when they realized what they did was wrong. No one ever listens to her because well, they're a boy. Stupid idiot boys.

This is the fifth time of this day that the anonymous kept sending random mean- racist or opposite about her. She's sick of it, her mind begged her to delete the message and moved on. Her heart wouldn't, the message getting stronger and she doesn't want to grab everyone's attention.

Charlotte was sitting by the monitor in the Man Cave. Captain Man and Kid Danger went to get the robbers from the bank. Charlotte was the only one in the man cave so she can look up and scroll through these mean messages. She tried not to cry, she had been holding these tears. She shook herself and try to find the anonymous.

She heard the tube, she quickly cleared of what she had searched. She turned around as they came down.

"Ugh, I'm sick of stupid Jeff." Ray sneered as he held the bag of cooked food tightly.

"Yeah me too, he's so stupid like how the world he can't open the fault right. It goes twist." Henry commented as he sat down on the couch.

Again, and again, Jeff never stops being stupid just because he was surely born that way.

After few hours of chatting eating, and watching scary movies which Henry was never scared. Never, he just laughed when that scene was killed with blood while everyone screamed.

After the movie is over, Ray dismissed everyone to go home. Ray held Charlotte as Henry looked at Ray confusedly. Charlotte told him that she'll be fine.

She was nervous as Ray started suspecting her. She was getting a lack of sleep and her body go a bit skinny. She was normal, she shouldn't be like that.

"Are you okay? I'm asking because you're getting lack of sleep and your body gone low." Ray questioned, he shouldn't worry about her but he wanted to.

"Yeah I'm okay, I'm just having a diet." She lied, trying to make it more casual.

"That doesn't sound like a diet to me." Ray scoffed, looking at Charlotte seriously.

"What makes you said that?" She spoke as she started to walk away from him. Toward the elevator, pushing the button many times.

"I could tell that you're starving yourself and getting no sleep does not sound like a "diet" to me," Ray explained. He walked to where Charlotte was then asked, "Did something happened to you, your family, or...?"

"I'm fine! Sorry, I'm not in the right mind, I will talk to you later. Thank you for concerning me." She got in the elevator. As the door closed, she can finally breathe now. The guilt is still on their shoulder, she couldn't believe why she lied to Ray. It's her business, not his.

She arrived home, looking at her cell phone. She saw Henry who had texted her if she was okay. She replied with a yes and lied about the work. Jasper texted the same thing for her. She laughed so she replied okay to Jasper.

Charlotte played down, she felt too weak. She wanna die, but she can't, it's her choice. She doesn't want to die. She never wanted to die. She grabs her phone and deletes all the anonymous mean messages. She went back to sleep, trying so hard not to think about these mean messages. She didn't know why does this attract her attention more. She's smart, she should be ignoring and deleted the message which she did.

The next day, it was off the hook. She barely got any sleep due to the nightmare. She was late, she rushed to take a quick shower, eating apples, and started to run to go to work.

When she got there, everyone was chatting as Ray stopped himself and looked at Charlotte. She got no sleep. Henry started to call him a name, he was trying until Henry notices something off about Charlotte.

Lack of sleep. Curse your nightmare!

The weight. The food makes it better. The way the body works. She was exhausted.

She sat down by the monitor, ignoring all the whispering behind her.

Henry went behind her, gently touching her shoulder. She was startled, seeing Henry with his concern.

"Charlotte are you okay? You can talk to me." Henry started, looking at her straight in the eye. She smiled but it's fake. Her heart was in so much pain that you couldn't tell by looking at their face.

"Yeah, I'm okay." Her phone pinged multiples times. Henry looked at her phone which was laying on the monitor.

"Why is your phone ringing so much?" Henry asked. All of a sudden, she grabbed her phone and looked at it. She was angry inside, she wouldn't show it.

"Sorry, my mom needs me something important." Charlotte walked off, going upstairs.

Henry and Ray were confused. Ray told him about her last night. Henry couldn't believe why would she lied to him.

A moment later the emergency ringed out. Ray answered, "Welcome to the Man Hotline, how can I help you?"

"There's a girl at the top of the Swellview sign! She was about to commit suicide!" The women freaked out, Ray started to get scared so is Henry.

"Can you give me details?" Ray was shaking.

"African American, Black court hair, I think she was 5 foot tall."

"Omg...Thank you!" Ray yelled. They both couldn't believe this. They quickly took out their gumballs and blow. They both went up the tube.

Charlotte couldn't ask. Why? Why is she doing this? She looked at her phone which is why it hurts her the most.

"I bet your father is dead, you're so useless that you shouldn't live here. Go and kill yourself. I know you can do that, go live in hell."

Charlotte dropped the phone and kicked it a bit away from her. She cried as she looks down. The anonymous kept telling her to jump when her mind pleads with her not to do it.

She ignored it as she was ready. She's ready. She jumped hoping if this was the last moment. Fortunately, a big hand-held her hip, wrapping her hip with his arm. He picked her up before she could do something.

"Let me go!" She screamed as Henry hugged her tight. He would never. Ray made it up, gently pushing them away from the cliff. Like he already experienced before, he wouldn't let them harm themselves.

Charlotte was struggling hard to get free from his grip. She cried as she turns around and hugs Henry. Henry felt her pain and hug her tightly.

"I knew this would happen," Ray whispered, hugging both of them.

"Why would you lied to me Charlotte?" Henry looked at her deeply.

"I- I just don't like getting your attention. I'm sorry." She cried onto his chest.

"Is there's a reason why would you do that?" Henry questioned. Charlotte was still crying and shaking until Henry knew what happened early. "Check her phone."

Ray searched for her phone then grab it. He opens up to see many mean anonymous messages telling her to commit suicide. Ray and Henry were furious. Ray will tell Schwoz to track them down and should be put in jail.

"It's okay Charlotte. We may not understand how you got through all of these mean messages. But we're here as always. There's nothing to be afraid of." Ray whispered.

"Ray is right. Do you want some hot cocoa?" Henry suggested as he kissed her forehead. She snuggled with him like she never wanna let go. He laughs as he held her to get down.

Afterward, it's good to have Charlotte back to normal. He's happy and she is happy. Forever on its path.

~♡~

Suicide is never the answer, I always knew that was never the answer because it will cut your life short and never meet your dream. You're not alone at all. If you're a Christain, I highly suggest you stay with God and let him help you. I'm thankful for him in Jesus' name.