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john b- i fell in love with you

requested by lukeybabe68

69-'no matter how hard I try, I'm not and never will be good enough for you'

70-'I fell in love with you'

The air is cold, and john b's voice is loud. "I don't know why you do these things!" He yelled, he was angry and it was my fault.
"I just wanted to help" I spoke, trying to hold the tears in so he wouldn't feel bad or feel like I was trying to get sympathy. It's true, a few days after his fight with topper I was with JJ and pope, we all thought it would be a good idea to sink that boat.
John b had just found out and he wasn't happy with me, It wasn't 100% my fault but I was taking the blame for it.

I was confused that he was so upset about it, if it was just JJ and Pope would he even care?

"Every time you help, It doesn't help y/n!" He said loudly.
"I'm sorry" I didn't know how much longer I could hold in my tears. I couldn't stand knowing that he was angry at me.
"I don't know what to say to you anymore." He said.

"I fell in love with you, for a reason. And this wasn't it! When did you think it would be a good idea to go along with plans that JJ came up with huh?" He yelled, angry again.
At this point I just broke down crying, I just looked at him.

"No matter how hard I try, I'm not and never will be good enough for you," I said. John b immediately pulled me into to his arms and I knew instantly that I was wrong for even thinking that.
"No baby, you are good enough for me. Don't say that, why would you say that?" he questioned as he wiped my tears away.
"I don't know" I chuckled, looking at him.

"You are worth more to me than you know." John b said.
"I love you, I do" I smiled while talking, he had brought me so much happiness and there was no doubt that I love him with my whole ass heart.
"I love you too baby." He said, I leaned up and pressed my lips against his.

"Can we go inside now?" I asked, it was cold and I just wanted to be under and blanket and watching Netflix on my phone with him.
We didn't have much, but all I needed in life was him. As long as I had him everything would be fine.

"Yeah, let's go inside" He smiled and wrapped his arm around my shoulder as we walked inside his 'house'.
I loved that about John b and me, we always worked everything out.