Unconditionally in Love

Chapter Twenty

Zayn's Point of View

"I'll never let you go Zayn." She told me. I love her so much.

I didn't say anything, I just hugged her tighter.

I didn't think I would ever be in this situation. It's amazing, well it's not amazing that her mum has fallen out with her but it's amazing that I can be myself around someone and not pretend to be this 'Bradford Bad Boy' I can't be that boy anymore, not when I have her. I have to talk to Nathan and try and get out of this so called 'gang'.

We finally finished our hot drinks and headed downstairs to Tesco.

"What do you need Beth?" I asked her
"I need to find a notepad and pens." Beth replied scanning the shelves in Tesco.
"Ah, here they are." Beth continued.

She picked up three notepads and two packets of blue ball point pens.

"You need anything?" She's asked.
"Nope. I have everything." I smiled.

We headed to the checkout and Beth pulled out her purse.

"I'll get it for you babe." I said
"No it's fine. Thank though." Beth replied.
"Seriously Beth." I said to her.
"Ok." Beth finally gave in.

I smiled and paid for the items she wanted.

"At least let me pay for the bag." Beth laughed.
"Beth, it's only five pence." I replied chuckling slightly.
"Exactly." Beth giggled and handed me a five pence.

I took the bag and we headed back for the car. I opened Beth's side of the car and place her bag at her feet.

I climbed into the drivers seat and pulled out of the car park.

After five minutes we had finally made it back to my house. Beth grabbed her bag and jumped out of my car. I came round to her side just as she was closing the door.

"That was my job." I said.
"Well, consider it job done." Beth smiled planting a light kiss on my lips.

We walked up my pathway and entered my house.

My mum had already greeted Beth when I got through to the kitchen and I could hear Safaa shouting something at Beth.

Beth's Point of View

The minute I stepped into Zayn's house I pulled into a hug with Trish. Why isn't my own mother not like this?
I pulled out of our embrace just as Zayn left to go to the kitchen.

"Beth! Beth!" Safaa shouted.
"Yeah." I replied looking down at her after she tugged at me jacket a few times.
"Come and see my new dancing leotard!" Safaa exclaimed.

I managed to peel my jacket off just as she dragged me upstairs and into her very bright pink room.

"Look at this one! She exclaimed.
"It's purple!" She continued
"Wow, it's so pretty and purple is my favourite colour." I replied.
"Really? Do you like dancing?" She questioned.
"Yes. I'm a dancer." I answered.
"Really!? What kind of dancing do you do?" She asked.
"Hip-hop and street inspired." I smiled.
"Wow! Do you think you could teach me?" Safaa chirped.
"Of course." I giggled and pulled her into a hug.

"Beth!" I heard zayn shout from a distance.
"Just coming!" I shouted.

I ruffled Safaa's hair and ran out of her room. I walked through to the hall but couldn't find Zayn, I thought I heard him shout from downstairs. I had walked down three stairs when I heard Zayn shout again.

"Beth where the hell are you going you muppet? I'm up here." He giggled.
"Aww. I thought you were downstairs." I laughed.
"No. Move your ass." Zayn smirked.

I nodded and ran back up the few stairs I managed to get down. I reached Zayn and he pulled me closer to him and gently kissed my forehead. I followed him into his room and collapsed on his bed.

"Beth?" Zayn said in a sort of questioning tone.
"Yeah." I smiled.

Zayn's Point of View

I've never been this happy before, I used to be a miserable kid after the situation with my father and it stuck with me all the way through my life. I was never happy. Never. Now that Beth has stumbled into my life my views have changed. I never wanted to have a girlfriend and be 'in love' I just wanted to stay the 'Bradford Bad Boy' that everyone was scared of and play girls. Now that I have feelings for someone it's made me realise that that don't want to be that person anymore. I need to tell Nathan that I don't want to be in this gang anymore. I haven't been going to the meetings which is kind of a dangerous idea but trying to leave it could be much worse. I could quite possibly be killed. I can't do this anymore. I can't live like this, I finally have something worth living for. I will tell him.

"Beth." I said just has she had jumped onto my bed.
"Yeah." She smiled. God her smile.
"Look, my feelings for you are really strong and they are getting stronger. I know that I'm a bad person and I know I have a bad past with girls but I never had feelings for those girls, with you its different. I'm also going to try and leaver his gang so I can keep you safe and make sure there is no way in hell that you can get hurt. That would hurt me more. I will warm you though, me trying to leave this gang is life threatening. I could quite possibly be killed or seriously injured." I explained letting out a short sigh after.
"Zayn, my feelings for you are the same." She said walking towards me.
"I don't care that you are in this 'gang' if it is so threaten for you to leave, then don't. I'm not completely comfortable with you being in a gang but I don't care about that, I don't want you to put your life at risk for me, as much as that is sweet I couldn't live with myself if something bad was to happen to you." She continued.

Hearing that made me feel so much better about myself. Maybe she's right. Maybe I should stay in the gang.

"Thank you Beth, for being so understanding. It means a lot.
"No Problem." Beth looks up at me and kisses my cheek.

All she done was kiss me on the cheek and I already feel sparks flying.

Beth grabbed my hand as guided me towards my bed. She pushed me onto the bed so I was sitting up and climbed on top of me. A small giggle left her mouth.

I couldn't help myself but grab the back of her neck and pulled her towards me. I slowly pressed my lips against hers. My hands wrapped around her back and her hands wrapped around my neck. Our lips moved in perfect sync and this moment was perfect.

She makes me so happy.