Lu walked away, what is there left to do. We didn't even get the chance to talk today. So what am I supposed to do. I closed my locker and walked while I was deep in thought. I received a notification from Yeray saying that there's a pool party at his house after the exams. The hell I care, I'm not going there. He also attached a picture of him and Carla. You're treating her like a trophy, she doesn't like that.
As I reached the door, I got pulled by someone and walked downstairs fast. I turned my head to see who it was and there she is. Looking all angry while pulling me somewhere private.
Samuel: What do you want Carla?
Carla: What the fuck did you tell Lu?
Samuel: What would I tell?
Carla: The fact that I used drugs. Why did you tell her?
Samuel: I didn't.
She smirked at me, I already know what that means.
Samuel: Of course you don't believe me.
Carla: What did you tell her?
Samuel: I didn't even talk to her till just a few minutes ago.
Carla: What did you two talk about then?
About you. But you shouldn't know that. I'll feel better if you don't know.
Samuel: That's none of your business, so drop it.
I attempted to leave but she held my hand and stopped me.
Carla: I'm done playing your stupid game Samuel.
Samuel: What game? The I'll make you confess for a murderer or the sex and make believe relationship?
Carla: Just stop playing games with me. I'm tired.
Samuel: I already made you confess. So what games is there left? I don't make fun of my feelings.
Carla: What did you and Lu talk about earlier?
Samuel: Fine, you want to know?
Carla: Yes I want to know!
Samuel: We talked about what's stopping me from pursuing you. Happy? You know what, it doesn't matter now. Have fun at your stupid party with your rich boyfriend.
I attempted to walk away but as I turned my back on her, she started to scream at me again.
Carla: Fine go back to your place with your narcotic girlfriend. Because you two look perfect for each other.
Samuel: Rebeka and I are over.
Then I continued to walk away and went straight home. Guzman still kept on insisting that I follow them at the party but I don't want to go there and just see Carla all clingy to another guy. I have nothing against him really, it's just that I love Carla and I can't see her with another guy right now. Maybe leaving after graduation might be a good option right now. Actually I'm seriously thinking about it right now. What is there left for me here? I went to the kitchen and grabbed a beer then sat on the couch. I turned to see the table near the window where Carla told me she wanted to have a future with me.
I've been kicking myself everyday for not saying or not doing anything when she poured her heart out. I could've just kissed her or hugged her. Told her that what she thought wasn't stupid at all. But no, I wanted to give Marina and Nano the justice that I thought they deserve.
I already achieved justice in some way but in the process I also lost her. Sure I never expected her to be this important to me. I just wanted to use her at first but I never thought that I'd fall for the person she's not. By that I mean, I fell for the person she's trying to hide behind a façade she shows everyone else.
