Dissapearing.

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by Juditjee
by Juditjee
                                    
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                          Edith. (Suzie's mother)
                          I got the call at 14.00. I was at work. Seeing it was Theodore (my husband), I wasn't really expecting something special. Just the normal 'How are you" and "What are you up to?" was in my mind. When I picked up the phone, I could easily tell that he was in panic. 

                          "Darling, what's going on?"
                          "Suzie..she..she's gone!"
                          "How do you mean?"
                          "She went to her office, she..she jumped off! She's in the hospital!"
                          I hang up. My first response is cry. I drive away to the hospital and without even searching I can find her room. She was in the hospital before, same room, same reason. Suicide attempt. 
                          This time the damage was huge. She looked like a frickin' mummie. There were some doctors standing around her. "Sir? I'm her mother. Could you  help me?" He looked at me, with a suprised face. "Eh..yeah right, uhm..let me just sit down with you." Scared of his words I sit down in front of him. "She will not make it." The way he stares at me, and the way he says it, straight up, no twisting around... It's heartbreaking. Maybe it's better this way...She wasn't happy for a long time. 
                          I can't hide my tears for longer, so in Escape-mode, I stand up and walk outside. I cry and try to calm myself by slowly breathing in- and out. I lost my baby. The girl that I suffered for, that I raised, that I made to who she is...she's gone. Both of them. Lydia has been gone for almost three months now. 
                          Why is everyone I love dissapearing? 
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                          Second chapter done, WHOOP WHOOP! Yeah, sorry for the long updating thing, kinda tired... BUT NOW IT'S HERE SO DON'T BITCH ABOUT IT! Just kiddin', I love my readers, except when like, Hitler is my reader. But that would be interesting..! XD 
                          Sorry for this weird goodbye. I just never know what to write down here. BUT NOW I DID. 
                          Byesies!