w h y ?

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I can't seem to smile anymore.
I try to convince myself
That I'm fine.
That I'm just faking this.
But..
Now it doesn't sit right
with me.
What is this?
I can normally smile.
I'm only sad when something goes wrong.
Or whenever I don't feel happy;
Which is almost all the time..
I'm so confuse.
I can't smile, I don't know what's
Going on.
I'm scared..
I feel like no one will believe me..
After all..
I am a "perfect" person..
I'm suppose to have perfect grades..
Perfect friends..
Perfect life..
And I'm suppose to be PERFECT.
I just don't know..
Smiling is just too hard..

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