Heaven

1) The garden

I was standing in front of my favourite part of the garden. The light pink roses gave me a feeling of comfort and relaxation. I will definitely miss this the most. Waking up in the morning and being able to come here in this humongous garden and just have my routine morning walk.

It was a plus point for being adopted by rich people but the last four families were nicer than this one. Even though they had the money they certainly were laking in the feelings department. They only adopted me so they could be in a good light in the media which did not bother me as long as they did not bother me at all, to be honest. At least I had the chance to experience and see a place like this.

It was a bigger house than the average ones you would see in the movies but it was not super huge either. Anyways, the reason why I was always send away was because at night I would, or scratch that, even sometimes at day, when I felt angry I would cause havoc in the place I was in. Was it in public or not, I could not control it. That was why all the nice families could not deal with me more than one year because even after anger management therapy, it did not go away. Which was strange because I was never easy to tease, they would never get a reaction out of me because that was how my parents raised me and i was proud of it.

That was until I got put in to the orphans house.

That was five years ago, currently I am 18 or soon to be 18. At least this family could not care less about me to notice that i freak out sometimes. I will soon put them out of their misery of me taking to much space in their already to big house. I plan to get out of here as soon as I turn 18 and am legally an adult, so I can fulfill my plan that I have promised to the people I love and have prepared for nearly 5 years now.

Because as you should know dear reader, I can not feel anything anymore other than rage, anger and sadness that has built itself in me the entire time I was away from my home.

The entire time I was away from my family.
The entire time I was away from my loved ones.
The entire time I was away from my heaven.

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-L.i