Your eyes that guide me

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To my beloved Major Gilbert,

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To my beloved Major Gilbert,


How are you? Its been a year since we got apart. Our fates were traced in that battle, and since then I've been adapting to this new life, a life without you. A life without you for months it seemed to be a half-way life. I don't like waking up and not saying "good morning Major", and I don't like to go bed without giving you a report about my work. But, although I had to resign your company, I still carry your deep green eyes on my heart.

Being here without you, took me to such wonderful places, I became an Auto Memories Doll. I write letters that touch and bring some comfort to afflicted hearts, and this made me learn so much. I learned a lot about myself now I know how to feel. I finally understand what did you mean when you said "I love you".

If you were here I would say that I love you too. In all the ways, all the nature, all the languages, with all of my heart and all my life. I just love you. But in this new life that you provided me, I learned I can live without you, and I took so long to understand that. It took so much time to see that I needed to lose you to find me I needed to lose you to love myself.

Now I don't need your instructions, either your commands anymore. I feel for myself and I think for myself, and I was the only one who couldn't see it. You never saw me as anything but a human, and this is the reason why I love you. Because you saw me.

Thank you for giving me so much, I wish I could reward it. So if someday you decide to come back to me, I will be waiting. Meanwhile, I will walk upon this dump dirt, traveling to bright places, carrying you with me. At least I can carry your soul with my heart. After all this time, we're finally free.

With love,

Violet


Ps;

You were right, I became someone who suits this name. 

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