I sit and wonder will better days come
Then I wonder why I'm I so numb
I cry myself to sleep every night
I still don't know why I continue to fight
But with all my night I sit there and pray
For all those lonely nights to be over it
For better things to come
I have hope that god is with me
With all my trials and tribulations
I suffer because I let the devil
Hurt me and break me down
I refuse to let him wear a crown
I refuse to keep letting him laugh ain't my sadness
I'm tried of this madness
But I have faith that even in my darkest days
My strength is all I have
It's all I ever had
I gaze at the sky and I say those three words
And I know I'll be alright
