I've struggled with a lot while I was on this earth
I remember coming home from school locking myself in my room wishing that everything would just stop
That came along when I was little struggle with suicidal thoughts
That was on the hour like my mind was a clock
It got so bad I tried to end my life 6 times before it even began
Pills and razors were my antidotes
The number 6 is an important to me because I've been struggling with this since I was 6
I was mixed
With so many emotions at one time
That's when I decided
If I don't defeat this
I kept asking myself how can I over come this
Without flicking that emotional switch
That I know I can't ditch
