Damie (Dakota Johnson & Jamie Dornan) - You're The One...

Part 88

Hi guys!
How're you all?
I took a few days off writing whilst I celebrated my birthday, but I'm back and here's my next update!
Enjoy xx

*Dakota's POV*

We've been in london for three days, it's our last night here before we get the private jet to France. We've done so much the past few days of being here, we went to the London zoo, sightseeing all over London and Jamie even persuaded me to go on the London eye which wasn't all that terrible once we was up high. The view was spectacular and we spotted our penthouse from the top.

The weathers been really hot and sunny too, today we went out shopping on oxford street, it's nice here, people recognise us but nobody makes a big deal of us, which means we're able to enjoy our honeymoon.

We're both missing Charlotte like mad, we've FaceTimed everyday so far, she's happy and still her cheeky self with my mother; which makes us feel a lot more relaxed. We've just got back to our room, which is the best room in the hotel. The hotel is called Corinthia London and we have a big outside garden bit with a giant chess board on the floor and up a few steps from that we have a hot tub.

"What shall we do tonight?" Jamie distracts my thoughts as he sits on the bed by my feet. "I think we should get food delivered up from the restaurant and chill in the hot tub.." I smile shyly, sitting up slowly and kissing him.

"Sounds good baby, what food do you want?" He asks as he heads over to the bags from our shopping today. We got Dulcie and Charlotte matching build a bears. They're beige and fluffy with pink dresses on. Dulcie's says 'best big sister' on and Charlotte's says 'best baby sister'.

"Anything.. surprise me" I chuckle, watching him as I stand. He turns to me with the pharmacy bag in his hand. "When did you want to take this?" He says softly, taking out the pregnancy test box from the paper bag. "I'm not sure.." I wander over to him, standing in front of him.

"I'm scared.." I look up at him. I had been feeling a bit more hormonal than usual recently and this morning my breasts were tender; so whilst we was out we decided to get a pregnancy test. "It's okay.. we can do it whenever you're ready baby" he kisses my head and pulls me into his arms.

"It's okay to be scared.. I am too, but I'm right here with you, no matter the outcome." He kisses my head again and I take a deep breath. "Maybe after something to eat?" I say, lifting my head to make eye contact with him. "Sure baby, whenever you're ready" he kisses me softly.

"I'll go down and order our food, did you want wine too?" He asks me and I nod slowly. "Maybe, just get a bottle sent up" I smile, kissing him gently before watching him leave. Once he's left I change into a yellow bikini bralet top with matching pants. I head out and switch the hot tub on. The sun is setting and the sky is a mixture of yellows, oranges and pinks. It's beautiful.

I'm just climbing into the hot tub as Jamie enters back into the room. He smiles when he sees me. "It'll be about thirty minutes" he says, stripping to his boxers and climbing in next to me. "Okay. Let's watch the sunset.." I smile shyly giggling as Jamie pulls me closer, into his arms.

"You're quiet.. are you okay?" He asks me after a moment of quiet between us. "I'm just scared.. worried, I don't really know how to explain it" I say, gazing at him as i lean my chin on my hand. "Talk to me baby.." he frowns and I pout.

"I want it to be a positive so badly. But I'm worried I've gotten my hopes up now and then it won't be and we'll be disappointed and upset. I'm scared that if I am the same will happen again" I look down to my hand as Jamie takes it in his.