Tired Feelings

Tell Me What He Meant

Tell Me What He Meant

“Lindsey please?” she tried to take his hand but he moved it away

“Tell me exactly what he meant by “got her back last night? Did you kiss him or was it more?” Stevie was silent

“Stevie what happened damn it?” he was trying not to cause a scene in front of everyone around them

“I...we...had sex” she looked at him and swore she saw just one lone tear roll down his face

Stevie tried to take his hand once again and he shot it back like it would burn

“Don’t you fucking touch me!” he said and turned away and made his way through the people around him, Stevie went chasing after him and heard Joe finish his song

“Lindsey wait” he couldn’t hear her over the applause but she followed him, he went through a door that lead back stage

“Oh god” she said to herself as she followed him through it and stopped, she saw Joe coming off the stage and into the backstage corridors as he stopped to speak to a stage hand

Joe had his back to the door, and when he felt a hand on his shoulder he turned round and didn’t know what hit him, literally, as Lindsey’s fist collided with his jaw, knocking him completely off his feet

“I hope you made the most of last night Joe, because It won’t EVER happen again get me!” he looked down at him as he spoke and then left him on the floor as he made his way out the door, ignoring Stevie as he walked past

Stevie followed him outside and he got in his car, she just stood there looking at him, wondering if she was allowed in

“Get in the car!” she quickly got in the car and he raced off

Stevie tried to speak to him because she didn’t want silence

“Look when we get home we need...” he stopped her in her tracks

“No Stevie, there is no home, and there is certainly no we involved, I’m dropping you to your house then I’m going to mine!” he felt guilty at seeing her tears but she had really hurt him this time

“What does that mean? There is no we?” she asked panicked

“Right now I don’t even know!” he wasn’t going to lie to her

“Lindsey I know you probably no longer love me anymore but...”once again he interrupted

“Do you think I would feel this amount of pain if I didn’t love you? If I didn’t love you Stevie I wouldn’t give a hoot who you slept with, but I do!” he was gripping the wheel as he pulled up to her house

“Out!” was all he said and she got out

“But when am I going to see you?” she asked still teary

“When you see me” he answered and drove away without another word

Stevie walked into her house and threw everything she could get her hands on as she walked to the guest room, she didn’t want to be in the same room as that bed, she walked over to the bed and threw herself on it and simply cried and cried until she finally cried herself to sleep

On the other side of town Lindsey was doing exactly the same thing 

Thanks so much for reading! I really hope you liked this update! and Merry Christmas guys!! Xo