Red String of Fate | B.E

Chapter 12

Billie's POV

Me and my crew were walking to back to my studio to create the new song I'm going to published next week. Days like this is another day I wanted to end myself.

Months went by and I finally knew who Win really is. I was so stupid letting my career got into my mind and my manager trying to make me perfect as they say. Because of them, I completely forgot Win, now I'm all alone. I shouldn't be blaming them because I was the one who buried their words into my mind, leading myself to this situation.

I try to contact Win for months now and she said that it was ok for me to forget her existence and that we should move on and ignore fate bringing us back together. How could I ignore her if all she did for the past years handling the pain I'm giving her and still staying loyal. I have spoke to her friends and they told me that many people told her to just let me go because they thought I I already found someone new, but she refuses to listen to them, saying i would never do that. But look at me, completely broke that promise.

"Billie focus, you've been out of yourself."

I nodded hearing my brother's voice being worried for me. He told me that Win already knew Brandon was cheating behind my back, she wanted to tell me, but fear I would say she was lying and I would break our friendship. I remember going in Win's place begging for forgiveness.

I had tears running down my face, I look like a total complete mess that day. She calm me down which I thought she will take me back again, but my hope backfired. Remembering what she said still clear in my mind.

"I'm sorry Billie, but I couldn't see you the way before. I'm sorry, beside. Aren't you straight?"

Those word penetrated in to me like a knife. I explained to her how sorry i was and me finding out Brandon had cheated on me and ending things off. But she just couldn't accept me back because she found someone new. I've been so lifeless now, I will either blame her or myself. I don't why I would blame her, but that's what my mind thinks. She could have told me she was the girl I love back then and tell me Brandon had been cheating behind my back, then I would be have been with her by now.

"Hey fin"

"Yeah?"

"Why does Win hate me so much now?"

I ask while continue walking.

"Bil, I don't think Win h-"

"She should have tell me sooner so none of this will happen.."

I started to walk faster, now infront of the crew.

"Bil what are y-"

"it's her fault not mine!"

I yelled.

"Billie stop!"

I head him yell but i just keep on walking, not caring where my feet is leading me.

All of a sudden a loud honk of a car heard to my side, making me look over to my side. The last thing I saw was the red thread appearing in the air.

"Billie!"

I heard my brother yelled, before I got completely shove off to the side. I rolled on the ground with a few scratches and dust on my clothes. I look back just in time to see the driver hit a blonde haired rolling on the ground with a bloody face, her head was oozing out of blood, I heard a few bones crack when she was rolled over. That moment I can feel my heart stop beating for a few seconds. People starts to gather around us, circle us and the driver. My brother hug me, but I couldn't move. Tears continue rolling down my face, my breath was uneven.

"Finneas....."

I pointed at the girl who was lying on the road. The fear build up, seeing the end of the string on the girl hand. He look over, seeing his face changed into shock. I rip out of his grip, running beside the girl body. Pulling her close to my body, not caring if my clothes is soak with blood. I felt her heart still beating, but it's slowly losing it.

"Stay with me Win....please."

I sob out, placing her face on my chest hugging her body, hearing the siren of the ambulance getting louder. Looking down to her face seeing her eyes close, blood gushed down on her forehead. The ambulance came, pulling me away from my love, I try to fight back at them, but they were able to keep me separate from her. I buried my face in Finneas chest not wanting to see her being put inside the vehicle. I heard them saying one to another about the impact damaging her bones and other parts, but one thing really made me suffer.

"I don't think she will make it..."