dear, zayn
it's one a.m and I can't fucking sleep.
I'm thinking of you.
next thing I know.
your at my window throwing rocks at it.
I just turned up my headphones.
next thing I know your at my window.
why did you climb all the way up there just to get to my window.
I let you in.
you didn't even say anything. you didn't even say why you were here.
you just dropped everything you had in your hands and pulled me to you. your hand caressed my waist and my cheek.
I tried to pull away. my brain was screaming at me telling me to pull away hell just fuck your life up.
but my heart was melting.
telling me this is what you wanted.
what you needed.
take the risk aleja.
take
a
fucking
risk.
it'll do you some good.
I don't remember anything else from tonight
love,
aleja
