Voices (depressed bakugou//angst) dekubaku

Chapter 2~~ My own demons

Bakugou P.O.V

Black is all I saw everywhere as I drowned in a abyss of darkness,  nothing but the feeling of water clogging up my lungs, it was painful but peaceful.

wake up........

I heard the voices telling me to wake up but I didn't listen, I didn't want to wake up.

Katsuki wake up............

I felt a stinging feeling in my lungs, instead of feeling water which I'm already used to, I felt something that seemed like acid. I felt bubbling in me, it wasn't just my lungs but everything in me was burning.

WAKE UP!!!!!

I shot up in my bed sweating blood as a burning sensation lingered in me. My throat was really dry, I probably was shouting in my sleep again. Soon I got out of my daze and heard my alarm which I threw across the room in anger. I got up and went in my bathroom with my uniform. I slowly stripped, you probably thought I was about to say "avoiding the mirror as much as possible" but I didn't have a mirror in here, My parents said I've punched enough mirrors and don't want to waste their money on buying me new ones. I turned off the lights and walked into the cold shower. I don't but I just have a thing for cold showers in the dark. ((A/N: I don't why but I just find it peaceful )). After bathing I just stood there eyes closed, thinking about nothing in particular.

"Katsuki ~"

My eyes shot open and I quickly got out of the the shower trying to drown out the voices. I turned on the light and started to dry off. Soon I was left with only my upper body uncovered.

"You know you want to do just do it~"

A voice said soon all the others started to join in.

"C'mon Katsuki don't be a pussy~"

" yea it wouldn't hurt, just do it~"

"Katsuki c'mon ~"

"Katsuki~"

Soon they started to talk all at once. I gripped my hair and started tugging on it.

"KATSUKI JUST FUCKING DO IT!"

"Stop please just be quiet, please." I begged now on my knees.

Soon they quiet down.........

"Katsuki, DO IT." A voice said. I called him Alpha because his own was more dominant and intimidating than the rest.

I sighed as I my hung low in defeat. "Fine." I answered on the verge of tears. I opened a small box which had razors in it. I picked on up with a trembling hand. I held it to my wrist, and I slowly made one cut, then another and before I knew it. I was cutting uncontrollably, not even keeping count.

"YES KATSUKI YES!!!!"

The voices cheered me on. I stopped and looked at my wrist all that was there was my flesh and my skin was hanging off my fore arm. My eyes widened, the bleeding didn't stop. Tears racing down my face. All the voices started laughing, calling my names. I gripped my hair once again and fell on my knees. Everything around me started to spin, one of most excruciating migraines I've ever had started to kick in and my screaming and crying didn't help at all. My vision started to get blurry, my eyes rolled to the back of and then I died..............

Or so I thought.

"Katsuki ~"

"You thought we were just gonna let you DIE!!!"

"WELL YOU THOUGHT WRONG!!!!!!"

My eyes shot open I still lied there in the bathroom floor. I quickly stood up and look at my fore arm, all that was seen was multiple scars I traced them my finger. After I was done feeling sorry about that fact that I was still alive, I cleaned up my mess, went to bath again, tossed my bloody pants to the other side of my room. 'What if they never go away?' I thought. 'What if they never let me die?!'   'What if I just keep living until they are finished tormenting me?!?'
I stood there just thinking what could these I'm not even sure if I can call them voices anymore.............. I sighed a the thought that this is no one's fault but mines. I created my own demons.

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After some thinking........ I've decided that this will be a dekubaku story!!! Thank you MadsBNHA I probably would be lost half way into the story if it weren't for you =_='