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But what if they don’t like my presence?

What if their little brains are filled up

With my stupid voice, my jokes put in a single sentence?

Avoiding an arrow, avoiding a person,

Personality lost, disorder fixed up.

What if it – What if I worsen?

Eating a heart and a lollipop.

But listen to me I won’t act…

Like I’m one of them!

I just won’t be there to interact.

Cluster C you clusterfuck,

Inadequacy, low self-esteem, anxiety.

Bad luck, got suck.

Humiliated, ridiculed likeability.

Self-imposed cages.

Hypersensitivity to my family.

Extreme disgust of persons.

Do not touch me.

Can’t fit in

Hate myself

Can’t trust ‘em

Hate yourself.

Self-conscious

Self-critical

Self-perceptive

Selfish and cynical.

Low functioning,

Hit me like one of your boxes.

Inferiority.

Disembodied fantasy.

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