Up against the locker ~ Larry Stylinson

Chapter 7 "I'm not ready"

When we got back home to my bedsit I had to tell Louis about Niall. "Okey listen" Louis said and walks over to the bed and sat down. I sat down next to him and just listen to what he had to say. "I bullied you because you where gay....and proud of it......I-I-I have been gay all my life and I have always felt like a weirdo. But beeing around you have showed me that I should be proud and that it's alot out there that can be worse, and well I have always liked you. There have always been something with you that have made me happy and I just want to see you....I don't know why I beat you I think it was to get your attention" Louis said. I just looked at him and grabbed his neck with my right hand and kissed him, he kissed me back, we sat there for a while before I pulled back.

"Louis I have to tell you something" I said, Louis just looks at me with and wondering look. "I-I I think Niall saw us in the hallway" I said, "What! I haved to tell him that I'm gay, so he won't let out a rumor that you have tricked me or something" Louis said.

I thought he would say that we haved to hide it or something, but that means he is really proud now. I grabbed his neck and kissed him, Louis then leaned closer to me making me lay down on the bed. Louis climbed on top of me and we started to make out. I could feel Louis' hand run down my body, but the only thing I could think of when he was about to pull my shirt of was JACK!

I grabbed his hand and pulled back from the kiss. "Louis I-I don't think I'm ready....I'm afraid....you know.......Jack.........I can't stop thinking about him.....sex just remind me of him" I said and looked down. Louis stroke my head and kissed me softly before he pulled back. "Haz....I will never hurt you like he did....I will do what you want, if your not ready I can wait......you just have to tell me" Louis said and looked at me.

"Thanks Lou....just let me get used to this.....I don't feel safe when Jack is on free foot" I said and looked back at him. "I won't let him come near you Haz.... no one thouches my......boyfriend" Louis said, my eyse widened and I just looked at him and I couldn't help it, but to let out a smile. Before I pulled him closer to me and kissed him.

Louis layed down on me so or body was touching, we layed there and maked out for hours. Louis with his left hand planted in my hair and his right hand entwined with my left hand and my right hand around him. I was so relaxed and calm.

Then my door hit open and I heard Liam say "Hey Harry do you have any........wow...wow...wow......I'm sorry did I interrupted you guys?", Louis falled down on my left side and we both looked up at Liam. I started to blush and I could se that Louis did aswell. "I knew you to had something going on...forget what I need I don't want to interrupt you guys anymore.....have fun and be carful" Liam said laughing and walked out the door.

"Are you sure your ready for this?" I said, "For what Haz?" Louis asked with a confused look on his face. "To tell everyone...to show everyone that you are.......gay" I said, I was a little afraid that he would get mad at me. "Yes I think I'm ready......I know I'm ready" Louis said, I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him closer so I could stare into his eyes, his perfect blue eyes.

I could sit and stare into his eyes all day they are so beautiful and then I finally opened my eyes and said "I'm proud of you Lou, you are stronger then you think.....and I'm here to support you, you will never be alone I'm always here for you" I could see his eyes getting full of tears then he pulled me closer and kissed me softly, I kissed him back. We both had our eyes closed. Louis pulled back and looked at me with a smile on his face, I looked at him and smiled back.

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It's Wednesday and we are on our way into the school hallway. When we got in Louis stopped and looked down on the ground, I took my right arm and lifted his chin up so he looked at med "Sure?" I asked. He smiled back at me and said "Yes" then we walked down the hallway.

I felt someone grabb me and push me up against the locker with Louis on the side of me getting dragged along. "WHAT THE HELL HAVE YOU DONE!" I didn't dare to open my eyes I could just hear Louis yell "NIALL LET HIM DOWN!". "STAY OUT OF THIS LOU, I KNOW HE HAVE DONE SOMETHING!" Niall yelling. I kept my eyes closed and was waiting for a punch. "NIALL LET HIM DOWN, HE'S......