It's been a week since Kris left, and I feel like a part of me has broke into pieces. SM noticed my sudden mood change from happy bubbly to a crying mess of a person. They also noticed to whole group mood change from loud obnoxious to quiet and depressed. It was very rare for this group to be quite but in the end SM entertainment decided to suspend the rest of the schedules foe this month which was good.
But anyways, I've been crying myself to sleep every night and the boys are worried for my healthy. They always come into my room to check up on me. But Suho, Xiumin, lay and D.O are always here when I need them.
On the first day with out Kris in the group Suho has been staying in my room to take care of me. Feeding me soup and cuddling with me on the couch watching dramas and even being my shoulder to cry on. He has been nothing but sweet to me. All the members would enter my room time to time. But some times Tao would enter the room and cry next to me. which is okay becusae he is my precious baby. Suho would cook for me and also feed. Yes you may call me a spoiled brat but Suho really loves me and plus I'm very sick and broken. It the same feeling as home sick.
"Aaa..." I opened my mouth wide for Suho who was feeding me soup. My favourite soup miso. Which it said that it's good for sickness and something else I don't remember and didn't bother to read online. "you're such a big baby." Suho said before feeding me another spoon of soup. " Well I'm your baby." I opened my mouth again for the lass spoon of soup.
"How are you feeling?" Suho said before placing the bow on the plat/cart ??? I don't know what its called." A little better." I cover myself with the blicket before waiting for Suho's special kiss. He looked at me before placing a small kiss on my forehead and tucking me in bed. He got up and grabbed the bow and spoon before closing the lights and whispering a 'love you' he left the room and I when to sleep.
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Okay first of all I have used the Korean word 'oppa' in this pit of the chapter and don't worry I uses correctly and yes I know the meaning to it. In Korean oppa (오빠) literally means "older brother of a female person", but the meaning of oppa changed over time and now can refer to female person's. older brother, very close friend who is older (but not much older!), romantic interest, boyfriend, and sometimes even husband, if they are older. Addressing other people in Korean language is never simple. (And if you have any problems with it Karen fight me )
second day with out Kris.
This feels like sh*t, Kris was always with me watching kdrames and listening to music together. But now I'm bored as hell and I feel like crying again. But I was about to cry when were was a sudden knock as my door. The door opened to be greeted by D.O my life safer.
" Oppa I'm bored and hungry as the same time !!!!" I looked at him before smashing my face into my pillow. " how about we make some food together then. We need to fill your stomach, we don't need you to starve." He pick me up by the waist and carries me to the kitchen.
We arrive at the kitchen when D.o placed me on the counter. " So chief what are we making today?"
"We are making cupcakes for us and the others." He pass me the recipe book. I look though the book for the recipe unite I saw my favourite desert recipe cheese cake. " I want cheese cake !" I began to waves my hands around.
" But we were going to make cupcakes... whatever lets make Cheese Cake!" He began to take ingredients out of the fridge.
We began making the bass. Which was get butter and biscuits and smash them together unite they become crumbs. D.O began to put butter in the zip lock bag, he turned around to look for the biscuit to see me eating one. " Stop eating and help me." He grabbed the biscuit out of my hand and ate it. I throwed all the biscuits in the zip lock bag and began smash it. Unite it was crumbs.
After a well I become tried. That's when D.o stepped in and helped me. He began to smash the bag that had the ingredients.
After some time, he took the crumbs into the pan before being to make the cream.
I began mixing the cheese with the other things. After mixing the ingredients.
After a well, I got bored do I throwed some flower on d.o face.
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🌼 Choi Luna 🌼10th exo member.
Fanfiction2012 and the K-pop rookie monster group just debuted. Exo the power house of K-pop just debuted and one member is going to take the ride of her life though the years. Going though sad and happy times she tries her hardest to impress people.
