In loving hands-Anxceit

My birthday

I woke up to the sound of rain on the roof and a cold spot next to me. I turn and see Janus is gone and I sit up confused as to where he is. A couple minutes later the door opens and Janus walks in with a plate of pancakes and sits next to me.

We start sharing the plate and I nuzzle into his neck. Janus kisses my cheek and grabs the fork and also takes a bite and then kisses me on the lips. "Happy Birthday cuddle bug" Janus whispers and gently grabs the empty plate from my lap and places it on the bedside table.

He gently grabs my hand and pulls me up from the bed as the sound of thunder rumbles in the distance. 'Janus, what are you doing?' I sign and he just leads me into the living room. He covers my eyes with his hands and finally takes me into the room.

When he takes his hands off I see all the lights off with fairy lights strung up all around, pillows and blankets on the ground and the starting of titanic is playing. I start tearing up as Janus leads me to the pile of pillows and blankets and pulls me down to cuddle with him. I lean into his side and I lay my head on his shoulder as he runs his hand through my hair.

We lay there for a couple of minutes until I feel my stomach start to hurt, I pull my arm around my stomach and I lurch forward when a sudden sharp pain hits. "Cuddle bug, are you ok?" Dee asks but all I can manage is a groan in pain. I feel Dee place his hand on my shoulder and I feel my stomach lurch.

I quickly stand up and rush to the bathroom and fall to my knees and fall in front of the toilet. I throw up but it does nothing to ease the pain of my stomach. My vision starts going blurry and I can barley make out what things are around me. I feel a hand on my shoulder and my hair being pushed out of my face.

I point to my phone on the arm of the couch and he nods quickly grabbing it. 'Call Emile' I sign and he quickly does. I can't make out what's being said but I can tell all of us are lost on what to do.

I feel myself being lifted off the bathroom floor and I feel myself get lightheaded. I press the palms of my hands into my eyes trying to get the pain to stop. I feel Dee lay me down into the backseat and places something cool my forehead and I sigh in content.

I hear Dee chuckle and I try to keep myself from getting sick in his car. 'Virge what's going on?' I hear Jacqueline asks and I have no idea what to say.