Chasing Him

Chapter Five: The Breaking Point

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JASMINE'S POV

Mia and I were outside the party, hiding behind the large oak trees and watched as Marc dragged Maria towards outside, went inside Marc's car and drove away. I closed my eyes as the pain was still lingering in me. I bit my lip to stop myself from sobbing again.

Why did she have to come back? I covered my mouth afraid of being heard of crying.

"Sweetie...come here..." Mia said but I was still overwhelmed with everything happening that I didn't recognize Lucias voice.

"Mia! I was everywhere looking—holy shit! Why is Jazzy crying? Why are you cryi—Oomph! Ouuuchh that hurts!"

"Shut up Lucias!" I sobbed harder. I clutched the tree, the unbearable pain, I couldn't contain it. It was too painful. It was like 2 years ago.

"Come here Jazzyy...come let's go home okay...? Okay." I can tell Mia was nodding to herself. She barked at Lucias to get his car and we'll wait for him. Lucias was scared shitless, if I wasn't feeling right this now, I would've laugh my ass off but I can't... the image of him being with her... I can't seem to fathom it. 5 minutes later, I saw the familiar car and Mia helped me get inside. There were tiny drops of cold rain and all I just want to do is stay here in the middle of forest, just feel the drops of the rain. I didn't care if there was a party. But Mia was pushing me to go forward. Mia and I were at the second seat, she was trying to make a conversation with me but I was too numb to talk to her. I was just watching from my window as the rain poured down heavily.

I wondered to myself why does this always happen to me? Why do I always have to be in a situation like this? Marc's-your parents doesn't like me. I didn't realize that we arrived till' Lucias opened the door for me. He gave me a smile but I couldn't even bring myself to smile. The elevator ride, there was an awkward silence. When we walked in to their condo, the first thing I saw was their wide window, giving you the perfect view of the city and the rain, this place and view always envied me. I always say it to them how jealous I was with this view. Looking at it, everything was sad. The sky was gloomy. Mia came behind me and she had her hands on my shoulder.

"It's okay...everything will be okay, I promise." I fist my hands and turned around.

And I just broke down.

MIA'S POV

When Jasmine turned around with that furious but in pain expression in her face... I knew that I hit a nerve.

"IT'S NOT GOING TO BE OKAY MIA! IT'S NEVER GOING TO BE OKAY!!! He loves her! He doesn't love me! I'm just nothing to him. She's hot, beautiful and sexy, everything that I'm not!" She sobbed as she harshly wiped her tears and sniffed.

"What do you want me to prove....... when everything is so clear?" her tone was so desperate that I didn't realized that a tear had left on my eyes. She closed her eyes and let out a cry sob. She shook her head as the tears were falling from that beautiful face of hers. She went to me and held both of my hands, her eyes were blood shot from crying and I wanted to do anything to help her...

"... I gave everything...everything... What is it that I'm lacking of?......... Tell me Mia.....Tell me....What does she have that I don't?..... -she sobbed- ....I try myself, beat myself to give him anything..... everything he wants but why? Why Mia, why?" she let go of my hands as she wiped her eyes and nose. Lucias was just behind me, looking at us and I know that he sympathizes Jasmine. He saw everything how Jasmine climbed her way to Marc just to get him. He saw how Jasmine struggled everything to have him.