tattoos and kisses | seungjin

five

❝ 𝐒𝐎 𝐊𝐈𝐒𝐒 𝐌𝐄 ❞

"are you... are you crying?" hyunjin asks in disbelief, watching seungmin in concern as warm tears roll down the younger's cheeks.

the two were currently at hyunjin's apartment on a rainy saturday night, watching a movie in his bedroom when seungmin had suddenly burst into tears.

"the girls dog died," seungmin sniffles before adding quietly, "i have emotions, okay?"

"i'm sorry," hyunjin apologises quickly, even though he doesn't really know what he was apologising for, but it just felt right in that moment of time.

gently brushing away seungmin's tears with his thumb, hyunjin pulls seungmin closer to him as they stayed huddled up in the bed, comfortably bunched up in his blankets as the rain pitter-pattered on the windows, creating a soft and peaceful atmosphere.

hyunjin had to admit, he throughly did enjoy this, the warm feeling of someone pressed up next to him, to have someone to genuinely care and love him.

one month in, and the two didn't exactly have an official label for their relationship. but with the large amounts of skinships, kisses and affectionate nicknames, it was clear to them that they were a little more than friends.

well, at least to seungmin.

because unbeknownst to him, this was all an act. or at least, that was what hyunjin was telling himself.

you don't feel anything for seungmin.

hyunjin knew that this was risky, having someone so close to him, but he figured that the best way to eliminate the younger was to fully gain his trust, before he would execute his job.

"what time is it?" seungmin's whisper pulls hyunjin back to reality, as he reached over for his phone from the nightstand.

"almost eleven."

"i should get going then," seungmin struggles slightly to sit up, taking a short moment to recollect himself, wiping away his fresh tears.

"hey, you should just stay over tonight," hyunjin offers as he sits up too, and seungmin hangs his head slightly in thought.

"do you mind if i do?"

"not at all," hyunjin whispers as he pulls the boy back into bed, gently pressing his lips onto seungmin's, and the younger giggles into their kiss, looping his arms around hyunjin's neck.

"do you want to watch another movie?" hyunjin asks as he pulls away, gently brushing seungmin's hair out of his eyes, sending tingles down the brunette's spine.

"no, m'good," seungmin replies, straightening himself back up to straddle hyunjin, a soft and goofy smile etched on his face.

"what are you doing babes?" hyunjin laughs, bringing his hands up to grab seungmin's waist to steady him.

"i don't know," seungmin admits shyly, hanging his head, and the two boys then burst into quiet giggles, a blush quickly spreading across his cheeks.

"c'mere."

hyunjin opens his arms, gesturing seungmin to cuddle him, which was exactly what seungmin proceeded to do, hyunjin then wrapping his arms around his petite figure, inhaling his shampoo.

a warmth spreads inside of hyunjin's chest while he held the small boy. it was an unfamiliar feeling, but hyunjin decides that he likes it.

"i like your tattoos," seungmin says quietly, using his pinky finger to trace the ink drawings imprinted in the older's biceps, as hyunjin flexes his muscles subconsciously, "they're so pretty."

"which one's your favourite?"

"this one."

hyunjin looks down to see seungmin pointing at his angel wing tattoo on his wrist. a nostalgic feeling explodes within him, as he looks at his tattoo with a bittersweet smile.

"is there a story behind it?"

"there's a story behind every one, darling."

"will you tell me this one's?"

"not today angel. i'll tell you when the time is right."

"okay," seungmin's voice leaves as a whisper, and a comforting silence fills between the two.

"hey, kiss me," seungmin pouts cutely, breaking the peace and quiet, gazing up to hyunjin, brown chestnut eyes sparkling.

"so you're the one calling the shots now?" hyunjin teases, but he complies anyway, bringing up a hand to entangle his fingers in seungmin's hair, while using his other hand to cup his face, leaning forward to meet seungmin's lips.

it's soft and delicate, like butterfly wings. so timid and fragile. his lips are plush and warm against his, as his eyes flutters close and he brushes his thumb against seungmin's cheek, caressing him gently.

if only this moment could last forever.

but all good things must come to an end, as seungmin pulls away this time, cheeks tinted a peachy pink, eyes glazed over and dazed, a small smile lingering on his lips. leaning forward wordlessly, he rubs his nose with hyunjin's cutely.

and hyunjin breaks into a beautiful fond smile, and it expresses thousands of unspeakable words.

words of pure joy and affection.

when was the last time he felt like this?

"g'night jinnie," seungmin mumbles, resting his head on top of hyunjin's chest, the sound of his heartbeat slowly lulling him to sleep.

"goodnight, love."

and that's where they stayed, cozied up next to each other while it rained soothingly, thick warm blankets wrapped around them like burritos.

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a/n: kinda hard to write these kinds of scenes when you've never experienced them before （；＿；）

but anyways enjoy soft seungjin uwu i love them <3