Falling for a hero - Hawks x Reader

I didn't know

You eyes teared up at the sight of hawks. You still didn't want to talk to him but you didn't want to run away like last time.

"Long time no see y/n." He said as he sat down next to you, holding the umbrella over your head.

"Y-yeah..." You mumbled.

You both sat in silence, you were looking at the ground and hawks was looking at you. All of sudden you felt his head lean against yours.

"Any reason why you didn't want to see or talk to me?" He questioned, head still against yours.

"Its...complicated." You said.

"I can listen." He smirked.

"No no it's fine I'm just a mess at the moment." You said while you moved away from him, trying not to cry.

He grabbed your hand and pulled you to him. Both your eyes met.

"Y/n, I can tell something is up. You haven't talked to me in months and I know you quit your job and now I see you here-" He said but got cut off.

"You're an idiot." You said.

He looked at you in shock. You had an angry yet sad expression.

"Couldn't you tell? I loved you Keigo, I fell in love with you." You said as tears began to flow.

He stood there, stunned at what you just said.

"Y/n I-" 

"It was obvious, I blushed whenever I was with you, tried to flirt with you multiple times and you flirted back, I even stole one of your hoodies and you still couldn't get the hint." You sobbed.

Hawks POV

She was looking at me with tears in her eyes. How was I so stupid? How did I not know? Crap. She knows I have a girlfriend, I don't even love her that much she was just a one night stand I cant get rid of. I walk over to her but she stops me.

"Stop, I'm not getting my heart broken again." She says angrily.

"Y/n I'm sorry." I say.

She looks up at me. We both don't speak until I hear foot steps. I turn around, great. It's my "girlfriend".

"Kei-" She says.

"Im leaving, bye. Hawks." Y/n said and then she was gone.

I stand there, my heart hurts so much.

"Geez what was that about." She whines. "Lets go back inside! It's cold."

She grabs my hand but I pull away.

"Hey why di-"

"I cant do this." I say.

"What? Keigo wh-" She says.

"Don't call me keigo, Im leaving." I say as I walk away. What have I done.