『Chapter 17』

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Fubuki's POV

It was getting late.And they said I'd be able to leave the hospital today.I just had a check up and they told me I was better than new.And that I'm allowed to leave soon.

Gouenji told me to wait for him.Saying that we'll be going to his house tonight.I couldn't help but feel happy a warm sensation in me.

The time passed and it was getting late.But I didn't get too worried since it was common for Gouenji to be late.Since he always is.

I looked to the side where a small picture frame was.The only thing I kept with me.

It was a picture of me,Atsuya and my parents.Before they passed away I felt my heart sank remembering it.

As I felt tears fall down my cheeks my eyes glued to the picture frame still.All the memories flood into my head.

"You and Atsuya will grow up to become strong boys."

My mother's voice rang in my head.My head lowered in shame.

I wasn't strong after all this time.I was still a weakling.I couldn't protect myself.I couldn't fight.I was just a weakling.Always was and always will be.

"You boys are really brave!"

My father's voice rang in my head this time.

What type of brave person am I?How can I be called brave?If I can't even be brave enough to stand up for myself.I can't.

"You two will soon find someone just like us and live a happy life."

My mother and father's voice.

But I can't.I won't live a happy life.He won't live one.I don't want to ruin anything for him.I don't want to be a barrier to him.And I never want to lose him.Plus my feelings are an embarrassment to you mom and dad...

"One day we'll both find our true love right nii san?"

I heard my brother Atsuya's voice.

I wish you could have been here Atsuya.Maybe I wouldn't have been a burden anymore.Maybe I wouldn't be so vulnerable.Maybe I wouldn't have fallen in love with someone that doesn't love me and isn't even good enough for me.

But at the same time.I don't want to lose him.The fuzzy warm feeling.I feel whenever I see him.The way I feel when he's near me.The burning sensation I feel when he smiles at me.

It's so special I don't want to lose it.And it's the only one connection we have.

My thoughts were cut off.

"Fubuki."

"Fubuki."

"Fubuki!"

My eyes shot open as I went back to the real world.

"E-eh?"I squeaked seeing two pairs of oncx eyes looking into mine.It was Gouenji.He was so close our noses were basically touching.

"You okay?"He said leaning back a little.I nodded quickly but it didn't seem to fool him.

"Your crying."He pointed at my cheeks stained with tears.

"Oh...I-"I paused feeling his thumb wipe my tears.I felt my cheeks burn up.

"Why were you crying?"He asked as his gaze softened.

"I-um.....well...."I lowered my head.Then I felt a hand on top of mine rubbing it gently.

"You can always tell me Fubuki."Gouenji reassured.I felt myself burn up once more.

"Um...it's nothing just some memories...nothing much!"I smiled at him.

"Okay.Just remember your not alone."Gouenji reassured me.

"Thanks!"I gave him a bright smile jumping back on my feet.

"I guess you never finished packing up huh?"Gouenji pointed at my suitcase that was all messy and unpacked.My smile died down.

"Oh right..."I scratched the nape of my neck.

"Let me help you.We'll go faster if I help."Gouenji suggested.

"Thanks!"I grinned happily as I sat down ready to pack up.

I folded some of the clothes and heard Gouenji snickering beside me.

"Aren't you too old to have these stuff~"Gouenji teased holding up one of my plush.(I have a lot of these DON'T JUDGE.)

"E-EH!"I snatched it from him blushing fifty shades of red.

"Hey.Didn't you know it's mean to snatch stuff from people?"He mocked.

"And didn't you know you shouldn't go through people personal things."I pouted.

"But I thought I was helping you pack?"He smirked making me blush even more.

"Leave me alone."I turned my back on him.

"Aw come on it's cute."Gouenii said making me turn to him blushing even more.

'Did he just s-Don't get any thoughts!'I said in my mind panicking a lot.

"S-shut up!"I told him trying my best not to stutter.Gouenji inched closer trying to tease me.I felt myself burn up once more.

Then..........

Not a kiss.

A knock on the door.

"Um...visiting hours are over sir."A nurse came in to meet us in the awkward scene.

"Uh....."The nurse said looking at us.

I covered my face with my palms hiding my completely red face.

"This is so embarrassing..."I muttered to myself quietly.

"Okay.We'll be out in 5."Gouenji told the nurse who nodded and walked out.

"Come on are you going to hide all day~"Gouenji teased once more making me blush more.

"E-eh no!"I fought back removing my hands from my face.

"Let's get going."Gouenji suggested I nodded an reached out for the suitcase.

Then I felt Gouenji's hand brush against mine.

"E-eh?"My blush grew more.

"Oh sorry."Gouenji scratched the nape of his neck.

"I-it's okay."I gave him a small smile before picking up the suit case.

"Let's get going."Gouenji opened the door for me to go past.I felt myself boil inside.

"O-okay."I stuttered as I walked out Gouenji falling close behind.

No One's POV

A black haired boy I think dark blue his hair a little spiky.

A small smile on his face as he carried some lunch boxes.

Humming a small song the boy skipped down the streets.

He looked ahead before crossing the road.

Then something caught his eye.

"What is he doing with him?"He looked closer making sure he was sure.

He crossed the road quickly.And stood in front of two people.

"Gouenji san?Why is he here?"

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