Dear y/n, im so sorry for being such a burden all these years. Im sorry you had to take care of me. Im sorry. I hope me being gone lifts a weight from your tired shoulders. I cant go on any longer. I cant. I just want to make everyone happy...Im sorry. When you see the rope around my neck, I hope i make you smile. I hope you'll feel free of the bonds ive put you in. Im sorry. I cant do this anymore, I can't pretend to be happy anymore. I can't bring myself to get out of bed. I cant bring myself to smile. Im crying with joy as I write this because I know my death will make the world better. With my dying breaths, I will think of how happy you will be when I am gone. Dont waste money on a funeral, just throw me away. Im not worth it. I love you.
-Sayori