STUPID STUPID STUPID STUPID CHILD!
No I didn't know!
I didn't know what the word sex meant.
Pain.pain.pain.
I never understood why he left the windows open.
Or how so quickly he stopped when he saw my mother coming through the gate.
No I didn't know!!
Or how it continued even after we moved out from his place. 3 years later.
And I didn't stop until I was 10.
Or how my mother continued to see him.On.off.on.off.light switch.
No I didn't know!!!
Or through all of those years of physical abuse, he abused my mother mentally, verbally.And she stayed. SHE STAYED!!!!
Or how now I'm 15 my mother finds out about the abuse. She says long time ago. Get over it. Stop holding on to the past.
NO I DIDN'T KNOW!!!!!
Crushed.
Hurt.
YOU ARE READING
No, I didn't Know. (Rape,Abuse)
Non-FictionJust trying to ease some pain from past childhood experiences. True Story.